Random Thoughts 2011
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LoneStar29
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Some kind of week this is. I want to pray but I don't want to think what I think. I'm conflicted and saddened.
If you could see the face I made....You must have me confused w/ someone else buddy....I am not making no dayum rice krispie treats....I will buy some though
(((hugz))
On FB I say all kinds of random shit
(((hugz))
On FB I say all kinds of random shit
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I know most posters on here male and female think I'm bitter and crazy and hate me ... which makes mecuz deep down I'm really not all that bad ... I've just been hurt ALOT and I'm at a breaking point and dont know how to handle this shit
I wish I could get some help but noone understands what I've been through or can relate to me which makes me feel isolated which makes me angry
I thought with other black people here I could get some guidance, but I was wrong
But I want to get and be better more than anything else in the world right now ... so I will ... day by day, little by little ... focus my energy on positive things and things that will give me back what I put into it ... I just have to accept certain things as they are, even if they hurt, I have to accept them and focus that energy onto other things and not let things I cant control eat away at my heart and mind
Its a healing journey ... and noone may believe in me ... but I believe in myself ... and GOD believes in me too
I know most posters on here male and female think I'm bitter and crazy and hate me ... which makes me
I wish I could get some help but noone understands what I've been through or can relate to me which makes me feel isolated which makes me angry
I thought with other black people here I could get some guidance, but I was wrong
But I want to get and be better more than anything else in the world right now ... so I will ... day by day, little by little ... focus my energy on positive things and things that will give me back what I put into it ... I just have to accept certain things as they are, even if they hurt, I have to accept them and focus that energy onto other things and not let things I cant control eat away at my heart and mind
Its a healing journey ... and noone may believe in me ... but I believe in myself ... and GOD believes in me too
It all begins with you. As you said, you have to take it day by day. Try to avoid focusing/dwelling on negative things. We're all the sum of our thoughts and decisions. We attract what we focus on. If you're constantly thinking bad stuff, you create it for yourself. You are right about it being a process though. There will be ups and downs, but make sure you set a goal/destination for yourself. Don't let anything get in the way of you getting there, not even yourself. Don't lose faith in your ability to be helped. People will help you if you humble yourself enough to seek and receive it. We all need it at times, but it depends on if we are ready for it. Anyway, keep your head up. Visualize where you want to be and begin the work needed to get there. You'll be just fine. Believe in yourself. Others can and will too...
That is one big ass for an animated g rated movie...
Thanks Onyx
Lone...believe it or not but I feel you. I feel the same way most times...not to mention the bouts of depression. But I think you are strong enough to come to the realizations that you need to move forward.
Doggish been watching the Incredibles?
Lone...believe it or not but I feel you. I feel the same way most times...not to mention the bouts of depression. But I think you are strong enough to come to the realizations that you need to move forward.
Doggish been watching the Incredibles?
^^^^^^
naw something new called "Rio" it is in theaters now i believe
naw something new called "Rio" it is in theaters now i believe
No-this is the thread for random thoughts.
Members are free to post any random thoughts, epiphanies or acts of expression they like here.
Members are free to post any random thoughts, epiphanies or acts of expression they like here.
I know most posters on here male and female think I'm bitter and crazy and hate me ... which makes me
I wish I could get some help but noone understands what I've been through or can relate to me which makes me feel isolated which makes me angry
I thought with other black people here I could get some guidance, but I was wrong
But I want to get and be better more than anything else in the world right now ... so I will ... day by day, little by little ... focus my energy on positive things and things that will give me back what I put into it ... I just have to accept certain things as they are, even if they hurt, I have to accept them and focus that energy onto other things and not let things I cant control eat away at my heart and mind
Its a healing journey ... and noone may believe in me ... but I believe in myself ... and GOD believes in me too
I love you Loney.
Prince concert tonight!!!!
I might come back home naked, with heels on, plats in my hair, and all confused cause of the roux this man might put on me
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And, I can honestly say this: let's just chill, ya'll! You can't expect everyone to agree 100% of the time, and the world would be quite boring if we all did...
Enjoy this place for what it is, use it as your soapbox, preach, etc. DO AS YOU MAY...but, let's not infringe on the freedom of others to enjoy it for what it may be for them
And, if you can't enjoy it for what it is - an online tool for lust, laughs and shooting the breeze - just log off for a lil bit and allow yourself to re-focus on what this IS and what this IS NOT.
And, we ALL could follow this advice, myself included
I might come back home naked, with heels on, plats in my hair, and all confused cause of the roux this man might put on me
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And, I can honestly say this: let's just chill, ya'll! You can't expect everyone to agree 100% of the time, and the world would be quite boring if we all did...
Enjoy this place for what it is, use it as your soapbox, preach, etc. DO AS YOU MAY...but, let's not infringe on the freedom of others to enjoy it for what it may be for them
And, if you can't enjoy it for what it is - an online tool for lust, laughs and shooting the breeze - just log off for a lil bit and allow yourself to re-focus on what this IS and what this IS NOT.
And, we ALL could follow this advice, myself included
Oh, and guess what?!?!
I ain't checking replies to my post tonight cause I'll be at the Prince concert
...just in case you didn't see that note above
I ain't checking replies to my post tonight cause I'll be at the Prince concert
...just in case you didn't see that note above
*Prince is my man stay the hell away from him....Go to the concert get your eye candy then......GO HOME DAMMIT*
Prince concert tonight!!!!
I might come back home naked, with heels on, plats in my hair, and all confused cause of the roux this man might put on me
Oh, and guess what?!?!
I ain't checking replies to my post tonight cause I'll be at the Prince concert
...just in case you didn't see that note above
I ain't checking replies to my post tonight cause I'll be at the Prince concert
...just in case you didn't see that note above
*squints eyes*I am watching you....Let me get my security at this dayum concert....
Oh, and guess what?!?!
I ain't checking replies to my post tonight cause I'll be at the Prince concert
...just in case you didn't see that note above
You dayum right! Prince comes here like a freaking Leap year! 1 every blue moon....This is me hating on Jo
Bet she got some of his "black sweat" too
Bet she got some of his "black sweat" too
u aint slick.. u just trynna get at that prince concert
This song makes my heart smile....Dayum...The whole vibe...
Moms loves this song SO much. She says she's always thinking of me when it's on and that things will get better for me. Nothing like a mother's love, yo.
Speaking of dope songs...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZHztmRxpyU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZHztmRxpyU
I love that song too...
Disney is going too far
Disney is going too far
Glad you got that off your chest. Feel free to vent some more. I hear it makes people feel better. I do believe what I said is somewhat taken out of context as I was being sarcastic a bit there. It should give you comfort though that you have at least 1 in 201 black men that empathised and/or tried to cheer you up and you have females doing the same also where as I have none. I mean, I did say I was going through my depression in quiet desolation. I guess I could start saying how you calling me a pathetic bitch made me so upset that I ...; and then call you a pathetic bitch or what ever name calling I'm supposed to go into but I was smiling at you going off than being upset. I am happy you found something to laugh about as you were typing. If it makes you feel better you can PM about whatever else I've said or the other dudes have said and done that bothers you. It will at least give me something to read when I need a new stimulus.
Gat damn I am so fuckin disgusted by this pathetic bitch
Its just like a black man to try and kick me down
Its like for every one good one like CT with kind words tryin pick a sista up there are ALWAYS 200 of you bitch niggas right there to try and kick her down
This is probably the number one reason why I detest and hate black men more and more every day
I just cant stand you mothafuckas anymore
On and offline black men are so horrible to me all the fuckin time lmaooo I dont know what it is about me but they all hate me ... but guess the fuck what ... I HATE YOU BITCHES TOO!!!!!
Turning to black men for love, guidance, support, knowledge, ANYTHING was the single BIGGEST mistake of my life
LMAO and a mistake I wont ever make again
Bitch nigga, go rot in hell, I'm over you fuckin losers lmaooo I'm so over black men ... dueces, kneegrow
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