Random Thoughts 2011

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You can do it!

I'm down six and the temptation is there...I look at the scale with a killer intent...be strong!
 
I thought about Onyx, DeSiRe, mELonpeCan, followup, Izzy, chicutie, and lonstar29.... and Uncle(upgrade)Dave.

all while making progress with the biz. :yes:
 
Why the fuck I have to get in work at 7 to cover someone else's office tomorrow?
Why the Fuck I am still hanging out at the bar dealing with females I do not want to deal with? And still horny and backed up? LOL
 
The bitch said she stay in a cul-de-sac...


I found out she live on a dead end street.. over by Mason Turner :smh:
 
I thought about Onyx, DeSiRe, mELonpeCan, followup, Izzy, chicutie, and lonstar29.... and Uncle(upgrade)Dave.

all while making progress with the biz. :yes:

Good for you. Keep moving forward young brother.

The bitch said she stay in a cul-de-sac...


I found out she live on a dead end street.. over by Mason Turner :smh:

:lol::lol::lol:


That unpopular opinions thread once again highlighted how Black people are so full of self loathing. I just don't understand it anymore. Am I the only one that thinks being black is pretty darn cool overall.:confused: I mean yeah racism and white supremacy sucks but I think black people are in general still pretty unique, resilient, and smart and way cool looking in all our variations (including our natural hair). Oh well. :cool:
 
Thanks y'all.

Made a lot of progress now that I think about it. Proud of myself and thankful for my blessings.

sold my truck, bought another one(newer), got it modified, made money with it immediately, fixed some equipment... and I think I'm still averaging right under 1k/wk.
Most High is grooming me.. :yes:
 
And you..........
(((((((((((((((HUGZ))))))))))))))))))))
Thats is all I can say....Check the other spot!

Do it big! You are definitely much appreciated.

Dunkin donuts coffee is like crack...

Those original cake doughnuts...put em in the microwave for about 7 seconds to get warm and some ice cold water...I'm good...

I thought about Onyx, DeSiRe, mELonpeCan, followup, Izzy, chicutie, and lonstar29.... and Uncle(upgrade)Dave.

all while making progress with the biz. :yes:

How ya been?

The bitch said she stay in a cul-de-sac...


I found out she live on a dead end street.. over by Mason Turner :smh:

LOL

OAN I would LOVE a house on a REAL cul de sac...more land especially in the new developments.

Am I the only one that thinks being black is pretty darn cool overall.:confused:

Nah, I love it. Only thing I wish is that I could trace my lineage...I think that's about the only thing as an 'African American' I'm really getting cheated out of. Just claiming west Africa cause that's where the action was doesn't cut it for me.

Thanks y'all.

Made a lot of progress now that I think about it. Proud of myself and thankful for my blessings.

sold my truck, bought another one(newer), got it modified, made money with it immediately, fixed some equipment... and I think I'm still averaging right under 1k/wk.
Most High is grooming me.. :yes:

You do it big too! Keep up the momentum.



Countdown to Wednesday...can I keep it up? I hope so...

I need a do over on this class...I think I just set myself back another year :(


God is good.
 
My last student gave me some free YSL cosmetics, a lip stick and a beautiful gold gloss ... amazeballs!!!

It just proved to me, that despite how you may be feeling inside (because I was sooo tired, it was 7:58 and here was this student with all her questions and it was a crazy busy day) you have to put the best face forward- I greeted her with a smile and patiently answered her questions, and complimented her on her lovely YSL brooch and that's when she said she worked for them ... Being nice does go far ... yup ..

Loved the Traveler's Gift by Andy Andrews, read it this weekend. already lent to a friend, so inspiring..

why didn't anyone tell me mother's day was 5/8? how do I tell my grandma I'm gonna be in ATL? shit lol

So .. I'm fat, but your trying to fuck? oh ok.. so what does that make you?
 
I know most posters on here male and female think I'm bitter and crazy and hate me ... which makes me :( cuz deep down I'm really not all that bad ... I've just been hurt ALOT and I'm at a breaking point and dont know how to handle this shit

I wish I could get some help but noone understands what I've been through or can relate to me which makes me feel isolated which makes me angry

I thought with other black people here I could get some guidance, but I was wrong

But I want to get and be better more than anything else in the world right now ... so I will ... day by day, little by little ... focus my energy on positive things and things that will give me back what I put into it ... I just have to accept certain things as they are, even if they hurt, I have to accept them and focus that energy onto other things and not let things I cant control eat away at my heart and mind

Its a healing journey ... and noone may believe in me ... but I believe in myself ... and GOD believes in me too

I saw someone else quote this as i was going through the thread ... Lone, if you really really really feel like you need help and guidance, a message board isn't the place.. why are we, black women and black people in general, so scared to seek professional counseling .. At the end of the day, the only person who has to accept and understand your pain is YOU... and venting here at faceless individuals isn't going to help .. there is NOTHING wrong with seeking professional help.. nothing and anyone who makes you feel like there is, is a jack.ass. The people on this board have just as many issues as you, and will attack you based on their personal biases .. We're all just trying to find our way in this world ..
 
Seeing my family this past weekend was the best I've felt in a while, I needed that getaway. Not sure what my aunt meant when she said my face has matured. I don't wanna look old, dammit.

When I say I just want to have sex, it's not open for discussion.

That banana pudding milkshake from Chick-Fil-A is CRACK.
 
BANANA PUDDING MILK SHAKE????????? :eek::eek::eek::eek:

That does sound good, and I don't even like bananas...

My new Badgley Mischka shoes just came in!!!

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Although I'm not usually a fan of that much "fluff," this is for a special occasion :yes:

On another note, this has been one of the longest work weeks ever!!! So glad I have Friday off :dance:
 
No doubt(((hugz)))
not more than i do:smh:


What? Is that a song?:D
cruisin' topless in hellafornia...


Because of you I know have someone making me a banana pudding as I type!
And I'm so sincurr...if you got a Chick-Fil-A in your area, ask for it. It will change. Your. Life.


Those shoes are hot, what are you rocking them with?
That does sound good, and I don't even like bananas...

My new Badgley Mischka shoes just came in!!!

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Although I'm not usually a fan of that much "fluff," this is for a special occasion :yes:

On another note, this has been one of the longest work weeks ever!!! So glad I have Friday off :dance:



 
starting school next week...and im so excited! :yes:

cant wait for my fiance to come home so I can put it on him :D

Congrats!

And Congrats to your fiance!

Seeing my family this past weekend was the best I've felt in a while, I needed that getaway. Not sure what my aunt meant when she said my face has matured. I don't wanna look old, dammit.

When I say I just want to have sex, it's not open for discussion.

That banana pudding milkshake from Chick-Fil-A is CRACK.

You just look wiser shy...

...and I am not touching that shake. Bannanas...:puke:

But their Vanilla shake is one of the best I've ever had.

And I'm so sincurr...if you got a Chick-Fil-A in your area, ask for it. It will change. Your. Life.

:lol:




Let me get at this.

See that? That is YOUR job. Don't complain at me when I don't do what YOU are suppose to be doing.

What's that? Oh now YOU upset I got more to do because folks complaining bout YOUR work?

GET
THE
FUCK
OUT

I am blessed and I know it. But once I get the credentials, and the offers - I work too damn hard for my check unless you giving me a cut PUNCH ASTEROIDS.
 
Thanks for inviting me to the Human Rights Film festival. That film 'Illegal' really opened my eyes.
 
Cute huh? :hmm:


I got a porch full of carpenter bees, you wanna say...come and find they cute asses another house to eat? :D They annoying.


I'm talking about the N.O. Hornets cheerleaders, the Honeybees. I saw these two today (the black girls)...nobody on those pics are me or anybody related to me, I saw them at the Arena today when I went to buy a warmup.
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Sup, folks.

Haven't been around, cause I've been dealing with life.

Going through a small job transistion. The company that I work for, ManTech International, lost the contract that sends me all over the world. We're funded through to October, but I'm not just sitting idle. I'm getting my resume together, and gonna start putting feelers out there.

Am I disappointed that I possibly won't be traveling anymore after October? A little. But I've done enough globetrotting to last a lifetime. So I can live with that.

I turned 37 back in February, and my sister's birthday was yesterday (April 1st). Took her out to the Hard Rock Cafe here in Baltimore for dinner.

My mother gave both of us a scare last week when she started complaining of chest pains. We took her to the hospital. She's fine, but they kept her overnight just to be safe.

Other than that, not much has been going on. Haven't been on a trip since January.

Hope everyone is doing well. I'll try to pop thru at least once a week. Y'all be safe.

GP
 
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