Taking a break from the board gotta get my head straight
I hope they gets yall thru today as well
N’awlins mental health thread edit tried hangin myself
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Taking a break from the board gotta get my head straight
I hope they gets yall thru today as well
I made the noose with my weighted jump rope
It was so peaceful
I wasn’t scared
I was ready to go
I stepped in it and it held my weight and just said fuck it
Apparently I’m either the real life wyle coyote or it’s not meant for me to take myself out
I listened to this song nonstop when I did it and after watching his documentary on Hulu I’m holding my daughter with tears in my eyes and she’s too young to understand why daddy squeezing her so tight
I’m sorry for letting yall down
Nawlins....Its Not About You Lettin Us Down.....We Just Dont Want You Gone Before Your Time....And Clearly Something Is Saying....Its Not Your Time....You Are Needed and People Still Want You on This Side...Us Included....I Know How Feelin Bruh....There's a Reason My Name is Dark...Just Know....We Here
You have kids, you have a responsibility to be there for them, they didn’t ask to be in this world, so it’s your responsibility to take care of them.. so it’s not about you anymore it’s about them.. so your duty as a dad to live , protect them from evil, and guide them down a great path.. so be there for them, if you need a reason to live well you have a few and it’s called your kids
Seems like the whole world is feeling this way. Made it this far.Push through bruv.
If not for everything else, stay for your kids, bruh.
Besides, I still need you here to yell, "Fuck the Falcons!"
Nawlins ... you're one of the realest cats on the board.
Stay strong. Your kids and family want you around, as does this board.
Stay strong. Your kids and family want you around, as does this board.
Brother I'm so fucking glad you failed. That baby girl needs her daddy more than anything. For all of your struggles, with solid effort you will always succeed at being a good father, and that's more than a lot of men can even dream of. She is not ready to be in a world without you yet and hopefully she won't know the pain of one for a very long time. When something is pushing you to and over the brink like that man come to your brothers. We got you.
Nah don't do that man
That's definitely not the move
That's definitely not the move
We all gotta agree that these times have put us in a spot. We've gotta be here for each other. I'm talking about the real ones here. I talk to 4 or 5 people on from this board regularly, and I know they got me, just like I got them. You got this, bruh.
Hey @nawlinsn931
Just wanted to reach out and say we’re all here for you, man. No pressure, no drama. Just a bunch of people who care. Life’s thrown some heavy shit your way, and it’s okay to feel lost in it. But remember: you’ve got a tiny human out there who thinks you’re her whole universe. She needs her dad....not to be perfect, just to be there.
We’re your corner of the internet, and we’ve got your back. If you ever wanna vent, meme, or just talk about nothing, we’re around. You’re not alone in this, even when it feels like it.
Hang on Brah. For her, and for future... you’ll look back someday and be glad you stayed.
Just wanted to reach out and say we’re all here for you, man. No pressure, no drama. Just a bunch of people who care. Life’s thrown some heavy shit your way, and it’s okay to feel lost in it. But remember: you’ve got a tiny human out there who thinks you’re her whole universe. She needs her dad....not to be perfect, just to be there.
We’re your corner of the internet, and we’ve got your back. If you ever wanna vent, meme, or just talk about nothing, we’re around. You’re not alone in this, even when it feels like it.
Hang on Brah. For her, and for future... you’ll look back someday and be glad you stayed.
Checking in, you good?
@nawlinsn931 are you good?
...... fam hasn't posted since this thread.........
Hopefully he's just been busy
...... fam hasn't posted since this thread.........
Hopefully he's just been busy
988 fam. Crisis hotline.
Praying for you @nawlinsn931
I'm still holding onto hope that you'redoing well homie. ....... @nawlinsn931
Got real bad yesterday
I ordered an urn and made arrangements for my own cremation
Went over 24 hours with no sleep, mine was everywhere
Was going thru it with the wife, she filed for divorce but said she wants to work it out
My therapist wants me to get better help but because I went to prison the VA has me starting all fuckin over
On a lighter note,
I imagine this is what it looks like trying talk to me and my other personality
I ordered an urn and made arrangements for my own cremation
Went over 24 hours with no sleep, mine was everywhere
Was going thru it with the wife, she filed for divorce but said she wants to work it out
My therapist wants me to get better help but because I went to prison the VA has me starting all fuckin over
On a lighter note,
I imagine this is what it looks like trying talk to me and my other personality
Cmon manGot real bad yesterday
I ordered an urn and made arrangements for my own cremation
Went over 24 hours with no sleep, mine was everywhere
Was going thru it with the wife, she filed for divorce but said she wants to work it out
My therapist wants me to get better help but because I went to prison the VA has me starting all fuckin over
On a lighter note,
I imagine this is what it looks like trying talk to me and my other personality
You don't want to miss Caitlin's sophomore season
Got real bad yesterday
I ordered an urn and made arrangements for my own cremation
Went over 24 hours with no sleep, mine was everywhere
Was going thru it with the wife, she filed for divorce but said she wants to work it out
My therapist wants me to get better help but because I went to prison the VA has me starting all fuckin over
On a lighter note,
I imagine this is what it looks like trying talk to me and my other personality
Damn dude, keep pushing & hang in there. The stress with the wife def isn't helping, not to get too deep into your business but do you want to work things out with her or would you be in a better mental space without her?
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Carr said who else is gonna shit on his life better than you.. he needs to be reminded how shitty he is and god has appointed you as the finger pointer of his failures.. you know your mission now stay on courseGot real bad yesterday
I ordered an urn and made arrangements for my own cremation
Went over 24 hours with no sleep, mine was everywhere
Was going thru it with the wife, she filed for divorce but said she wants to work it out
My therapist wants me to get better help but because I went to prison the VA has me starting all fuckin over
On a lighter note,
I imagine this is what it looks like trying talk to me and my other personality
U voted for Biden huh?Got real bad yesterday
I ordered an urn and made arrangements for my own cremation
Went over 24 hours with no sleep, mine was everywhere
Was going thru it with the wife, she filed for divorce but said she wants to work it out
My therapist wants me to get better help but because I went to prison the VA has me starting all fuckin over
On a lighter note,
I imagine this is what it looks like trying talk to me and my other personality
@nawlinsn931 I've posted before about wishing you the best. You know your mental health is low and that you're having issues. Please continue to seek help!! You have a wife and kid(s) to live for!
Do you know what caused your mental issues and do you think it's something that can be helped with meds?
Do you know what caused your mental issues and do you think it's something that can be helped with meds?
1 I think my job,I know my job stresses me out that’s why I’m studying for my tanker endorsement. Food delivery is gone have me violate probation
2 with my wife it’s a work in progress. She’s also seeking therapy but we believe that what we have is worth fighting for
3 I bury myself in the gym and my kids. My profile pic is on the puma circuit for AAU basketball so we’re traveling. He made me cry yesterday. He saw my face when I picked him up and asked if HE was the reason I was so stressed. He told me if anything happened to me (suicide) he’d never be able to play basketball again. I gotta keep pushing
2 with my wife it’s a work in progress. She’s also seeking therapy but we believe that what we have is worth fighting for
3 I bury myself in the gym and my kids. My profile pic is on the puma circuit for AAU basketball so we’re traveling. He made me cry yesterday. He saw my face when I picked him up and asked if HE was the reason I was so stressed. He told me if anything happened to me (suicide) he’d never be able to play basketball again. I gotta keep pushing
Lastly,I voted for Trump so he could get trannies like Clark out the WNBA @therealjondoe
Lastly,I voted for Trump so he could get trannies like Clark out the WNBA @therealjondoe
Aye anytime you're not feeling right come on here and we'll get you laughing
My wife was like " you might actually be crazy "
I told her " pssshhh you should join us, it's fun as hell over here "
I told her " pssshhh you should join us, it's fun as hell over here "
100% @nawlinsn931
You're one of the realest dudes here.
Stay strong for yourself and your family. Look out for yourself (#1) and your loved ones, as the saying goes.
And if you ever want a good laugh ... just yell out "Ugggghhh" and search Google Images for some beautiful female shotput athletes. You'll be on Google Images for hours ... searching ... searching ... and searching to no avail.
I know this a serious thread but that’s one ugly bitch , my god
Okay so I missed this, I am glad that the attempt didn't work. I will say a big FCUK YOU for trying it!!!! I mean I don't know you from a can of paint, but life is hard enough for kids and you got a young daughter that socially needs you, but just in general needs her father. Anytime you feel the need to kill yourself schedule it for tomorrow. Fcuk you man! I bet you won't NOT kill yourself!!! You try that shyt again I'll beat the shyt out of you myself you piece of shyt!! And I'm not gonna beat you to death either, just leave you alive enough so you can recover and then when you're getting ready to be released from the hospital, I'm gonna beat you again!!!!
I get it life sucks, but that shyt is called life for a reason. Shyt would be called play if it was always fun! DON'T YOU EVER TRY SOME SHYT LIKE THAT AGAIN!!!! You don't just owe me an apology, but those that depend on you! I make the joke with my wife that I am worth more dead than alive due to my life insurance policy. She always comes back that what I give to our family is worth more than money. I don't care what depression funk you're in, your family needs to be your NorthStar, find your way back to them. You're the leader, you're the head. You abandon them, you're leaving them at the mercy of the evils of this world and as of late mercy is tariffed and in short demand. And remember if you try that shyt again:
I get it life sucks, but that shyt is called life for a reason. Shyt would be called play if it was always fun! DON'T YOU EVER TRY SOME SHYT LIKE THAT AGAIN!!!! You don't just owe me an apology, but those that depend on you! I make the joke with my wife that I am worth more dead than alive due to my life insurance policy. She always comes back that what I give to our family is worth more than money. I don't care what depression funk you're in, your family needs to be your NorthStar, find your way back to them. You're the leader, you're the head. You abandon them, you're leaving them at the mercy of the evils of this world and as of late mercy is tariffed and in short demand. And remember if you try that shyt again:
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