Stop beinga dumb bastard. Learn to accecentuate your voice so that so that you sound like an intelligent man of respect and authority. Don't be a stupid mutherfucka all your life. If you are going to be on bgol, be here to learn something to better your life. Right now, you are a loser fuck nigga, that talks like he has a mouth full of semen. I knew a schlop mouthed dumb nigga that sounded exaclty you. He kept his mouf open all the time, slobbing with drool and shit, so we just started calling him schlock. Tired of seeing him insulted, I took him under my wing. I taught him how to carry himself like a respectable man of authority, how to talk to women, I taught him jiujitsu, how to dress professional, how to read, how to use computers, and eventually how to code in Java and how to interview (that was frustrating as shit!
). He was like you, pathetic, depressed, suicidal, slobbin with drool with his damn mouf open all the time,
I would encourage you to focus your life on things you can capitalize on.
Im going to leave you with that. He makes $110k as a java developer. He just bought a house and got married to a beautiful sista. Schlock! of all people. I knew he was a good dude that just needed guidance. But at first he was like you. Pitiful, no dad, slobin all over himself when he talked like he had a mouf full of spit, where as you talk like you have a mouf full of nut
But I really want you to improve yourself. I mean, damn. What if a stupid muhfucka like you has KIDS or some shit. And by that I mean you impregnating a woman (although you talk like some dusty nigga just impregnated your mouth), not messing with and touchin on lil kids like you normally do. But I hope and pray to Allah who came to us in the person of one Master Fard Muhammad to all holy praise is due forever, that you receive the professional help you so need. I say this and when i hear you speak, and I say to my self that it can't be possible that a grown, man can be this dumb. Im serious man, you sound like you just got set free right off the goddam plantation. I would pray to Allah for you, but I fear I would get scruck by lightning for mistaken blasphemy.