Use this as a way of shedding inhibitions tonight...
Ask him to come lay in the room with you, no distractions
Get in bed and pretend to drop off to sleep, as soon as you are snuggled up against him then start talking in your sleep...
Let him hear a few jumbled words and whines or mmms, be creative but convincing. Express some things you have beenb too inhibited to rty but have alsways desired to explore, quietly, say his name, with a pleasurable accent...
Though, it's not as good being open about your sexual desires this technique will thin the ice or break it wide open, encourage him to help you overcome those inhibitions, "wake up"...
Ask him to come lay in the room with you, no distractions

Get in bed and pretend to drop off to sleep, as soon as you are snuggled up against him then start talking in your sleep...
Let him hear a few jumbled words and whines or mmms, be creative but convincing. Express some things you have beenb too inhibited to rty but have alsways desired to explore, quietly, say his name, with a pleasurable accent...
Though, it's not as good being open about your sexual desires this technique will thin the ice or break it wide open, encourage him to help you overcome those inhibitions, "wake up"...