Know Anyone to Commit (or try) Suicide?

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I feel sad for Regina King.

I've known AT LEAST five.

Bottom line brothers, get help. It destroys the family left behind.

1. Best friends mom. She survived.

2. Brother AND sister. I use to coach him in baseball.

3. Coworker that put a bullet in his mouth. He said he worshipped Satan.

4. Classmate. Good athlete. Unknown reasons.
 
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a classmate of mine in High school. lived down the street from me. Always came off as the 'Joe Cool' type.
i remember playing football in the front yard and seeing an ambulance race past my house & down the street.
later heard from his younger brother that it was him.
you never know what inner demons a person may be carrying.
 
2 niggas I grew up with tried it and failed. Both of them were pieces of shit. One of them only has 1 eye because of his attempt
My white homie died of an OD a few years back....but I think he did it on purpose....like he knew it was the least painful way to go. His sister told me if I was around he would still be here today (I cut him off)
 
I knew a bunch of suicidal people growing up who would get drunk/high act out hoping something would happen to them like death just to wakeup on Monday go to work,work the whole week to get paid and do it again.

Family friends two that I remember both hung themselves both were good dudes who would help you and always was pleasant and peaceful men.One got on that cocaine and hung himself and the other his mother and family treated him like shit his whole life and he just had enough of people doing him wrong......
 
I have had two homeboys to blow their brains out, one from depression, and the other was from he thought he had killed a kid after unloading at his wife and the nigga she was messing off with, and the nigga kid was in the car, after the shooting he ran to his mama apt hid in the bathroom, had a standoff with police, and refuse to be apprehended and blew his brains out in his mama bathtub, he had two small kids by the hoe, and when all the smoke cleared, no one was even hit in the shooting.
 
I tried to kill myself back in 91...but to me wasn't nothing wrong...brah
Damn!!!! Glad you made it bruh. The world wouldn't be the same without you.

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Last night, I found out that my friend's biological father attempted to rape her while seeking him out to reconnect.
The story did not get better from there; years later, her stepbrother also raped her, and as a result, she attempted to take her own life as she did not see value in it. She is now 51 with kids and has since recovered, but the psychological pain she carries is quite a heavy burden.

Also, this Indian chick (25 years old) I used to smash was raped by her uncle in India as a minor (preteen), and she has been suicidal for quite some time. She has been dating women as of late. Abuses drugs and pills.

The story some of these women carry scars my heart.
Crazy world out here.
 
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My Brother committed suicide in 2009. He worked for a company called Ashland. They make chemicals. My Brother drove a forklift for them. They found out that one of the barrels he was moving had cracked, and it exposed him to some really nasty shit. He sued and received money, but he was messed up.

He developed a chemical imbalance after that. He started hearing voices. My Brother also used to be a Gangster in LA. So you couple that with a chemical imbalance, and his guilt became unbearable. They gave him Xanax and some other shit. But, he wasn't taking it like he should have. I won't go into the rest.

I feel for those left behind, because I know first hand what they go through. The grief is maddening. If you are sick, please get some help. If you're just being a coward... then Fuck You!
 
Last night, I found out that my friend's biological father attempted to rape her while seeking him out to reconnect.
The story did not get better from there; her stepbrother also raped her, and as a result, she attempted to take her own life as she did not see value in it. She is now 51 with kids and has since recovered, but the psychological pain he carries is quite a heavy burden.

Also, this Indian chick (25 years old) I used to smash was raped by her uncle in India as a minor (preteen), and she has been suicidal for quite some time. She has been dating women as of late. Abuses drugs and pills.

The story some of these women carry scars my heart.
Crazy world out here.

Yeah, man. The trauma that a lot of people carry on a daily basis is more than anyone can imagine.

You just never know what someone have went through to make them who they are. Whether a person takes their life or not, we suffer as humans. It’s an unavoidable aspect of life. And some people are just born into fucked up situation and given little chance.
 
Yeah, nobody in the fam but in the military that shit is more common than in civilian life. My superintendent had a argument with his wife back in 2010 and he went upstairs grab the gun and shot himself in the head. Afterward, his wife said she said something to him that only she knew would get to him. Still don’t know what that would’ve been. Dude was a stand up guy and everybody liked him. Another dentist that was in our squadron shortly after retirement found out he had terminal cancer. He took some pills, put a plastic bag over his head and suffocated himself. Another dentist in the squadron said he wasn’t about to suffer through chemo or any shit like that. In general dudes killing themselves over brawds is not uncommon especially when they find out about them
whores after coming back from deployment.

PS: Both dudes were white.
 
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When I was in Jr HS a guy in our neighborhood came back from VN and was having a hard time adjusting back to civilian life. He would hang out with us younger guys and ball with us cause we didn't really know or ask about his service. One day he stopped showing up at the park and about a week later I found out he killed his self. I was devastated to learn that someone I'd hung out laughing and joking with all summer just checked his self out.
 
You tried but there was nothing wrong?

I don't get that but I'm glad you're here to talk about it.

My upbringing...would have been better if I was raised by wolves...moms would sit on my back...while Daddy whipping me...and take turns...doing that shit...and while I was bathing... break in the bathroom...and break skin..while whipped me with extension cords...and all that is just a appetizer for what else happened to the Killamayne...so Naw...wasn't nothing wrong for wanting to end it all...brah
 
My upbringing...would have been better if I was raised by wolves...moms would sit on my back...while Daddy whipping me...and take turns...doing that shit...and while I was bathing... break in the bathroom...and break skin..while whipped me with extension cords...and all that is just a appetizer for what else happened to the Killamayne...so Naw...wasn't nothing wrong for wanting to end it all...brah

Rough upbringing.
Raised by wolves only to become a grizzly who now feeds fear into them.
Respect...
 
Yeah, man. The trauma that a lot of people carry on a daily basis is more than anyone can imagine.

You just never know what someone have went through to make them who they are. Whether a person takes their life or not, we suffer as humans. It’s an unavoidable aspect of life. And some people are just born into fucked up situation and given little chance.

Early post of the year candidate
 
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