Bruh where are you at right now? I'll send a big booty for you to eat.....all jokes aside, man life can be tough but shit can always change or whatever hole you're in it can be dug out off.
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I wanna do suicide by cop
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I meant the thread itself, not connected to this one. And I agree, from that to this is highly suspect.
King, We all empathize with you and understand
Problems are temporary. Life can change when you least expect it FOR THE BEST.....
Be strong and if you need help ASK FOR IT.
The universe has granted you with the gift of life, you are here when millions aren't
and it's for a bigger reason than getting yourself killed.
Do me a big favor, donate ONE hour a day to your local Children's cancer hospital and talk to those kids
I guarantee that you will have a renewed value for life and those kids will be therapeutic to your soul
#Life
Problems are temporary. Life can change when you least expect it FOR THE BEST.....
Be strong and if you need help ASK FOR IT.
The universe has granted you with the gift of life, you are here when millions aren't
and it's for a bigger reason than getting yourself killed.
Do me a big favor, donate ONE hour a day to your local Children's cancer hospital and talk to those kids
I guarantee that you will have a renewed value for life and those kids will be therapeutic to your soul
#Life
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I will say this. Sometimes you cats be on one, but when a brother is in need you dudes are on time. Reading through the comments, you brothers have renew my faith in black (African) people. In the end of all this, I know we will make it. To my brother that is going through it right now. Just hang in their man. Shit is tough for us here, but you have something that everyone else don't, that is faith in the good Lord above. Cling to him my brother. GOD is LOVE and he LOVES you. GOD bless you my brother and all the brothers on this website that has looked after you. Just hang in there big chief, trouble don't last always.
I do too and I agree.
I feel your pain, after getting my rejection trapping me in the U.S. with all the corruption, I had a a second of despair. I will have to take what I have and move on. They toyed with me, making me think my detainment was over.
I just uncovered some things and it is horrendous, it is like walking upon somebody that is into child pedophilia or closeted gay that now has you tied up with their trick bag.
I want to hurt them more for getting me involved than the damage they have caused. I am just not into third world corruption schemes and payoffs, it is repulsive to me.
I just uncovered some things and it is horrendous, it is like walking upon somebody that is into child pedophilia or closeted gay that now has you tied up with their trick bag.
I want to hurt them more for getting me involved than the damage they have caused. I am just not into third world corruption schemes and payoffs, it is repulsive to me.
My man. You good?
Damn, I know this brother has been in a similar place in the past which he expressed on the board but was able to bounce back.
Hopefully he just needed a moment to vent and let some shit but hasn't acted on these thoughts.
Brother, if you're reading now just hold on, you'll get through this.
Hopefully he just needed a moment to vent and let some shit but hasn't acted on these thoughts.
Brother, if you're reading now just hold on, you'll get through this.
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Could be a way for calling out for help
Don't do it, man. 
9-8-8
Also, delete the post...
9-8-8Also, delete the post...
You're stressed the fuck out bro. Read this story for inspiration and do it immediately:
"Went to Mexico to buy barbiturates for a humane and peaceful death. Decided that if I was gonna die anyway I might as well fuck a prostitute before it was all over. After that a cab driver offered to sell me cocaine. One thing lead to another, and I got a room above a whore house equipped with a heart shaped bed, a stripper pole, and a hot tub. Spent a full week snorting coke off tits, popping pain meds, drinking tequila, eating handfuls of Viagra to fight the whiskey/coke dick, and had three FFM threesomes. Somewhere in the midst of my coke-fueled orgy I decide life wasn't so bad after all."
"Went to Mexico to buy barbiturates for a humane and peaceful death. Decided that if I was gonna die anyway I might as well fuck a prostitute before it was all over. After that a cab driver offered to sell me cocaine. One thing lead to another, and I got a room above a whore house equipped with a heart shaped bed, a stripper pole, and a hot tub. Spent a full week snorting coke off tits, popping pain meds, drinking tequila, eating handfuls of Viagra to fight the whiskey/coke dick, and had three FFM threesomes. Somewhere in the midst of my coke-fueled orgy I decide life wasn't so bad after all."
Suicide by cop? never that
You know what I would love to do though? I would absolutely love to go on a cop killing spree of every cop Nationwide who was killed in unarmed black person and just Merk the fuck out of their ass, make their head an entire sunroof
From Timothy Loehmann or Jeronimo Yanez or Darren Wilson, using the blood from their brains being blown out to paint Joker Smiles on their faces
I'm talking about personally wiping their name from the Census.
AND NOT GETTING CAUGHT
Fuck a suicide by cop. They don't deserve to kill me nor have they earned the right. Fuck that
You know what I would love to do though? I would absolutely love to go on a cop killing spree of every cop Nationwide who was killed in unarmed black person and just Merk the fuck out of their ass, make their head an entire sunroof
From Timothy Loehmann or Jeronimo Yanez or Darren Wilson, using the blood from their brains being blown out to paint Joker Smiles on their faces
I'm talking about personally wiping their name from the Census.
AND NOT GETTING CAUGHT
Fuck a suicide by cop. They don't deserve to kill me nor have they earned the right. Fuck that
Serious question for @HNIC and maybe mods:
What situation warrants y'all personally reaching out to members since you have their email addresses and personal info?
I don't know if BGOL operates this way, I'm but I am curious.
I would hate to read about this brotha on the news if things have taken a turn for the worse.
What situation warrants y'all personally reaching out to members since you have their email addresses and personal info?
I don't know if BGOL operates this way, I'm but I am curious.
I would hate to read about this brotha on the news if things have taken a turn for the worse.
You're assuming they do but I've never given my personal info and the original email I used to sign up has been dead for years.
I'm sure I'm not the only one.
I'm pretty sure you need an e-mail to open an account as you get the registration link sent to you.
I know it's not standard procedure nor am I saying they should, but just curious to know.
That might be true for newer members but probably not for those of us who've been registered for years.
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As much as I struggle with my own life despite that some might say is a good one,
I would be remiss if I didnt offer you an oppertunity to speak with me unjudged and empathetic to your position right now.
Understand this... You are dealing with situational depression and feelings of hopelessness and
All situations change with time. Dont ever make a permanent decision based on a temporary problem.
You are welcome to reach out to me through the board inbox and I will give you my number so that together
we can find a way to gain clarity and reach for a goal that will help you understand your value to the world and help you realize that you are here for a unique reason as we all are.
Some figure it out sooner than others but as long as you have life youre still in the game.
Dont sell yourself or the rest of the people you will touch short Brother. As much as you need someone...
Someone needs you..... you may not have even met them yet.....
Its ok to fall as many times as necessary as long as you get up more times than you went down.
If I had a dollar for all the timies I thought shit was bad. and things that I didnt like happened. only to realize how much better off I was when it all finally played out. If things had gone my way I would have lost big in the long run.
Life is a marathon not a sprint and perspective is everything. Reach out to me Brother Im here.
I would be remiss if I didnt offer you an oppertunity to speak with me unjudged and empathetic to your position right now.
Understand this... You are dealing with situational depression and feelings of hopelessness and
All situations change with time. Dont ever make a permanent decision based on a temporary problem.
You are welcome to reach out to me through the board inbox and I will give you my number so that together
we can find a way to gain clarity and reach for a goal that will help you understand your value to the world and help you realize that you are here for a unique reason as we all are.
Some figure it out sooner than others but as long as you have life youre still in the game.
Dont sell yourself or the rest of the people you will touch short Brother. As much as you need someone...
Someone needs you..... you may not have even met them yet.....
Its ok to fall as many times as necessary as long as you get up more times than you went down.
If I had a dollar for all the timies I thought shit was bad. and things that I didnt like happened. only to realize how much better off I was when it all finally played out. If things had gone my way I would have lost big in the long run.
Life is a marathon not a sprint and perspective is everything. Reach out to me Brother Im here.
Man... The more I thought about it, the more this is true.
As we get older, family and friends drop off and you turn to where you comfortable to seek help or guidance.
I still feel dude needs professional help. Hopefully his post and some suggestions from other members will get him the help he needs.
use to drive from uptown to hit that bih ..... use to fukk with that club, forgot the name .....
we live to pretend this is just a porn board but its not. Porn is a small perecntage of the content offered here & for a lot of us this is an extended family. Mental health is a issue here.
I’ve tried to explain this folks but they can NEVER get past the name “black girl online..” I just leave it alone cause I don’t care to explain it anymore. I know what it is.
That's the problem, you talked about it...
You right. I forgot the first rule of Fight Club ..
I hope he is ok
You right. I forgot the first rule of Fight Club ..
Trust me I understand where you're coming from because at times I thought about it too.
But niggas might have an online persona and them niggas on here acting like Skip Bayless and then ain't no niggas of mine!
We'd like to but we don't know him offline.
I appreciate EVERYBODY reaching out to the ol man I really do
But I'm determined to set myself on fire and just burn up. My good days are few and I'm only holding on because of my kids. I got no peace at home in my marriage. I got hit with a fed case that's 3 years old that I was told was closed. I got attacked working at a facility and now they trying put me on the abuse registry(whole separate case) I've changed my diet workout routine everything. Went back to church even tried turning to being Muslim no answers
It's hard because I'm trying show my sons we can man up thru everything and be here for my daughter but I'm no good to them like this
My ex wife has poisoned my oldest daughter against me to the point where she was talking about changing her last nameb
My parents health is dwindling it's hard as fuck it's heart breaking to see moms struggling to do everyday things
I feel like I'm being punished but don't know what for, I can't be THAT bad of a person
I log in and lurk get movies for my kids(thanks @slam ) I'm starting HVAC training now I'm just a lost soul at this point
Also FUCK therapy I can't talk to someone that can't relate to me it that wants to shove Bible scriptures or Quran duah down my throat I need answers
But I'm determined to set myself on fire and just burn up. My good days are few and I'm only holding on because of my kids. I got no peace at home in my marriage. I got hit with a fed case that's 3 years old that I was told was closed. I got attacked working at a facility and now they trying put me on the abuse registry(whole separate case) I've changed my diet workout routine everything. Went back to church even tried turning to being Muslim no answers
It's hard because I'm trying show my sons we can man up thru everything and be here for my daughter but I'm no good to them like this
My ex wife has poisoned my oldest daughter against me to the point where she was talking about changing her last nameb
My parents health is dwindling it's hard as fuck it's heart breaking to see moms struggling to do everyday things
I feel like I'm being punished but don't know what for, I can't be THAT bad of a person
I log in and lurk get movies for my kids(thanks @slam ) I'm starting HVAC training now I'm just a lost soul at this point
Also FUCK therapy I can't talk to someone that can't relate to me it that wants to shove Bible scriptures or Quran duah down my throat I need answers
Answers: life isn’t easy and nobody said it was gonna be. But at the end of the day you do have 1 and however bad you think it is there’s millions to billions that would trade your place. You said you have parents some individuals aren’t lucky enough to say the samething.. you have kids there are a lot of people that can’t say that. You got a roof over your head, some pocket money, a warm shower, and a bed there are a shitload of people that aren’t able to say that. So no matter how bad you think you got it trust me you not doing that bad. Life kicks us in the ass sometimes but sometimes you got to sit back and enjoy/ appreciate the lil things. Life, family, and a laughter can go a long way. Hopefully you can appreciate the lil things you do got and stay strong for your boys. Let your trials and tribulations be the blueprint that your boys can see and in the future figure out how to avoid or deal with roadblocks that might come across them. Situations and mistakes occur for others so that the future generations can improve on
I'm very grateful that's why I haven't done it yet but everybody has a breaking point
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