update then ninja!
new confession:
naw...can't confess to this one. too many people know the players in this shit, and if i DO fuck up and end up fucking this chick, only me, her and GOD need to know about it.
and God ain't gone tell nobody.
BGOL TRUE confessions
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update then ninja!
new confession:
naw...can't confess to this one. too many people know the players in this shit, and if i DO fuck up and end up fucking this chick, only me, her and GOD need to know about it.
and God ain't gone tell nobody.
Don't start the shit unless you willing to tell it in here.
i actually typed it all out then realized its better to just shut the fuck up about it.
but DAMN i need to confess this shit to make MYSELF feel better.
but DAMN i need to confess this shit to make MYSELF feel better.
As a kid, I had a psychological breakdown in which I was seeing things that were not there, and hearing noise when there was silence,amongst MANY other things. I found it hard to speak as well as do what was necessary.I had a second one a few years ago but it was not as severe. I could function in society as a normal person while hiding what my mind was going through. I considered suicide, because I had no clue as to what was happening to me. I always told myself that mental illness and such were figments of the imagination. Then I learned my cousin had severe schizophrenia and would completely break down at times. I have had 2 glimpes as to what goes on in the minds of some of them via my own experiences. I have not been clinically diagonosed but I dont need a doctor to tell me that I should not be hallucinating or hearing voices. I didnt know what was happening to me and I now know.
About a two and a half yearsago I kicked an addiction that had been plaguing my life and only a few people knew about it. My whole mentality was warped by this addiction and I was on the verge of becoming a fiend of sorts. I considered suicide again because I have goals but my addiction sidretracked me and my mind was fixated on the next fix.To top that off I found myself having slight variations of the breakdowns I had before. I did some research and kickd the addiction with time and focus I feel free and do my best to stay vigilant.
And I would like to tell the brothas in this thread that we put up with more than we get credit for, so lets give ourselves some credit.
About a two and a half yearsago I kicked an addiction that had been plaguing my life and only a few people knew about it. My whole mentality was warped by this addiction and I was on the verge of becoming a fiend of sorts. I considered suicide again because I have goals but my addiction sidretracked me and my mind was fixated on the next fix.To top that off I found myself having slight variations of the breakdowns I had before. I did some research and kickd the addiction with time and focus I feel free and do my best to stay vigilant.
And I would like to tell the brothas in this thread that we put up with more than we get credit for, so lets give ourselves some credit.
deep.
i dont have really have any really major confessions..just one minor one..i've been craving anal sex lately (of the hetero persuasion no homo)..havent had any since march of 09...my current girl doesn't do it.....and doesn't swallow either 
..and the worst thing is i know other females that will do both with no problem and they're only a phone call away..temptation is a motherfucker
..and the worst thing is i know other females that will do both with no problem and they're only a phone call away..temptation is a motherfuckerman i used to be the king of simps. i used to be a fucking paymaster in college. i used to always buy bitches shit thinking that it would score me some pussy points.
i dont have really have any really major confessions..just one minor one..i've been craving anal sex lately (of the hetero persuasion no homo)..havent had any since march of 09...my current girl doesn't do it.....and doesn't swallow either
It is....smh
i dont have really have any really major confessions..just one minor one..i've been craving anal sex lately (of the hetero persuasion no homo)..havent had any since march of 09...my current girl doesn't do it.....and doesn't swallow either
It is....smh
Thread of the decade award
I got this broad in Marietta that I been fucking for like the past three years. First time I fucked her was in a Holiday Inn and her simp ass boyfriend kept calling. So finally I bent her ass over and smashed from the back while she was on the phone with him but I was slow stroking. I can here him whining on the phone and I'm thinking nigga it's 2 in the morning what the fuck you think she's doing? Bitch was a screamer too and she was trying to keep it in. Finally she gets off the phone and she screams OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm cumming!! Loud as fuck. Only made me smash harder.
Fast forward to three weeks ago. I'm in her apartment...living room (her man's at work) and she's sucking my dick. My eyes are closed and I open 'em and look up. Her three year old son is standing there watching his mama suck some other nigga's dick. She takes him back to his room. We start fucking, I hit it from da back and bust a nut on her ass. Again. I look up and little man is on the stairs watching.
I put my pants on and I'm out.
Fast forward to three weeks ago. I'm in her apartment...living room (her man's at work) and she's sucking my dick. My eyes are closed and I open 'em and look up. Her three year old son is standing there watching his mama suck some other nigga's dick. She takes him back to his room. We start fucking, I hit it from da back and bust a nut on her ass. Again. I look up and little man is on the stairs watching.
I put my pants on and I'm out.
damn...that's...that's just...man...
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Hold on I'll be back. I got another confession to make. I'm gonna go see this Freakanomics movie real quick.
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Okay I'm back.
So earlier this summer when I arrived in DC I started seeing old friends from high school that are now in college at DC and Maryland Uni. I even ran into a few on the metro unexpectedly. Most of them about my younger sisters age many of them are her friends also. Since they know where I'm staying at they stop by and we kick it hang out whatever. So this one beautiful morning day my sister ask me to look after my nephew while she handles some biz. I'm like no problem, I got'chu sis. Babies are easy to handle when their infants, just feed them, burp'em, change the diaper and put them to sleep.
I'm kicking back, looking after my nephew eating cereal sitting down watching sports center when I hear a knock at my door, I answer. Another friend from high school, a close friend, a very close friend, a close friend of my sisters in fact one of her best friends. She didn't tell me she was coming over. She comes in said she spoke with my sister and just wanted to see the baby. I'm like cool c'mon in
. We chill she handles the baby, within minutes he's knocked out in the crib asleep. We get to chatting back and forth like we've never talked before in years of knowing each other. Our first one of one. I've never really gotten to know my sis's friends like this.
Well knowing me, somehow in my devious mind. I steer the conversation toward some nasty shit I forget how. I think I was talking about Brazilian porn or something. Oh yeah! Hemorrhoids! Don't ask me how ...somehow I turned that into sex talk. Anyway, we're laughing about it and somewhere between the conversation, hemorrhoids and laughing my dick ended up in her jaws. 
And we ended up fucking. One of those good ol' fast musty fucks too. Shit, it was like I got in the pussy and said. "I just wanna go fast like Ricky Bobby 
". The smell of badussy flying all in the air and everything.
Shameful to say, but...I raw-dawged her
and busted a hot-lava nuts inside the pussy. 
A major fail on my part 
I know, I know. She told me not to worry, she was on the pill. A minor comfort at the time but 4 months later after seeing her frequently (and fucking some more this time PROTECTED!) I'm confident she's not carrying. :groupwave I'm also disease free. 
What I hate about it is. Me and my sister had a pact in high school that we've kept since and that is, we'd never fuck with each others friends. Even though, her friends were notorious for liking my group of friends like all the other girls in high school. 
But now I've violated that pact. I'm not sure if her friend told or not but she hasn't said anything to me. What kills me is she's the type that will know and not tell right away. Hold an ace card up her sleeve and use it when she's got you between a rock and a hard place.
I'm sure it'll come out one day but I really don't give a fuck. I'll take whatever coming to me for that. I got a good nut. Well, this has been another of my BGOL true confessions.
Don't judge me.
I got another confession to make. I'm gonna go see this Freakanomics movie real quick. --Edit--
Okay I'm back.
So earlier this summer when I arrived in DC I started seeing old friends from high school that are now in college at DC and Maryland Uni. I even ran into a few on the metro unexpectedly. Most of them about my younger sisters age many of them are her friends also. Since they know where I'm staying at they stop by and we kick it hang out whatever. So this one beautiful morning day my sister ask me to look after my nephew while she handles some biz. I'm like no problem, I got'chu sis. Babies are easy to handle when their infants, just feed them, burp'em, change the diaper and put them to sleep.
I'm kicking back, looking after my nephew eating cereal sitting down watching sports center when I hear a knock at my door, I answer. Another friend from high school, a close friend, a very close friend, a close friend of my sisters in fact one of her best friends. She didn't tell me she was coming over. She comes in said she spoke with my sister and just wanted to see the baby. I'm like cool c'mon in
. We chill she handles the baby, within minutes he's knocked out in the crib asleep. We get to chatting back and forth like we've never talked before in years of knowing each other. Our first one of one. I've never really gotten to know my sis's friends like this. Well knowing me, somehow in my devious mind. I steer the conversation toward some nasty shit I forget how. I think I was talking about Brazilian porn or something. Oh yeah! Hemorrhoids!
Don't ask me how ...somehow I turned that into sex talk. Anyway, we're laughing about it and somewhere between the conversation, hemorrhoids and laughing my dick ended up in her jaws. And we ended up fucking. One of those good ol' fast musty fucks too. Shit, it was like I got in the pussy and said. "I just wanna go fast like Ricky Bobby ". The smell of badussy flying all in the air and everything. Shameful to say, but...I raw-dawged her
and busted a hot-lava nuts inside the pussy. A major fail on my part I know, I know. She told me not to worry, she was on the pill. A minor comfort at the time but 4 months later after seeing her frequently (and fucking some more this time PROTECTED!) I'm confident she's not carrying. :groupwave I'm also disease free. What I hate about it is. Me and my sister had a pact in high school that we've kept since and that is, we'd never fuck with each others friends. Even though, her friends were notorious for liking my group of friends like all the other girls in high school. But now I've violated that pact. I'm not sure if her friend told or not but she hasn't said anything to me. What kills me is she's the type that will know and not tell right away. Hold an ace card up her sleeve and use it when she's got you between a rock and a hard place. I'm sure it'll come out one day but I really don't give a fuck. I'll take whatever coming to me for that. I got a good nut. Well, this has been another of my BGOL true confessions.
Don't judge me.
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I got this broad in Marietta that I been fucking for like the past three years. First time I fucked her was in a Holiday Inn and her simp ass boyfriend kept calling. So finally I bent her ass over and smashed from the back while she was on the phone with him but I was slow stroking. I can here him whining on the phone and I'm thinking nigga it's 2 in the morning what the fuck you think she's doing? Bitch was a screamer too and she was trying to keep it in. Finally she gets off the phone and she screams OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm cumming!! Loud as fuck. Only made me smash harder.
Fast forward to three weeks ago. I'm in her apartment...living room (her man's at work) and she's sucking my dick. My eyes are closed and I open 'em and look up. Her three year old son is standing there watching his mama suck some other nigga's dick. She takes him back to his room. We start fucking, I hit it from da back and bust a nut on her ass. Again. I look up and little man is on the stairs watching.
I'm normally a Morally bound type dude and most of the the time im telling everybody else to not fuck up because of Karma.
I bumped into this girl that i wanted to smash since highschool. We connected on facebook and was texting keeping up with eachother. Normally if a girl with a boyfriend that im cool with starts showing signs of wanting me I squash it. But I didnt . I just kept talking to her after she blurted out she didnt remember me being so handsome and shit like that.
She wanted to come chill and I knew what this could all lead to but I still let her come over and watch some movies with me. So we falling asleep on my bed and she kicks her shoes off and im looking like what the fuck did I get myself into. I could feel she wasnt sleep yet even after the tv was off for like 30 mins. Could feel her breathing. I started feeling on her and kept going further kissing her than stopped. She was like "why you stopping cmon, we both want it" I told her nah you got a bf and she says nah me and him taking a break.
I mean im not dumb but still I decided to let her lie to me. And smashed her like 5 times after that over the next week. So i'm still letting her lie to me because she knew how I was. I wouldnt of did it. So by the time she admitted that she fucked him then me and cut him off that week so she could fuck with me. I called her foul and to make my conscience feel better I told her I can't deal with foul women and some other bullshit.
I was wrong for following my lust but I wanted her for soooooo long. But I feel fucked up the way I handled that situation though. Now I can't say I never fucked a girl that had a bf before.
I bumped into this girl that i wanted to smash since highschool. We connected on facebook and was texting keeping up with eachother. Normally if a girl with a boyfriend that im cool with starts showing signs of wanting me I squash it. But I didnt . I just kept talking to her after she blurted out she didnt remember me being so handsome and shit like that.
She wanted to come chill and I knew what this could all lead to but I still let her come over and watch some movies with me. So we falling asleep on my bed and she kicks her shoes off and im looking like what the fuck did I get myself into. I could feel she wasnt sleep yet even after the tv was off for like 30 mins. Could feel her breathing. I started feeling on her and kept going further kissing her than stopped. She was like "why you stopping cmon, we both want it" I told her nah you got a bf and she says nah me and him taking a break.
I mean im not dumb but still I decided to let her lie to me. And smashed her like 5 times after that over the next week. So i'm still letting her lie to me because she knew how I was. I wouldnt of did it. So by the time she admitted that she fucked him then me and cut him off that week so she could fuck with me. I called her foul and to make my conscience feel better I told her I can't deal with foul women and some other bullshit.
I was wrong for following my lust but I wanted her for soooooo long. But I feel fucked up the way I handled that situation though. Now I can't say I never fucked a girl that had a bf before.
It wasn't a psychological breakdown bruh what you were probably see was actually there, every heard of Quantum Access? your psychic ability was probably enhanced to the point of confusion... all jokes aside I'm dead serious.
I'm normally a Morally bound type dude and most of the the time im telling everybody else to not fuck up because of Karma.
I bumped into this girl that i wanted to smash since highschool. We connected on facebook and was texting keeping up with eachother. Normally if a girl with a boyfriend that im cool with starts showing signs of wanting me I squash it. But I didnt . I just kept talking to her after she blurted out she didnt remember me being so handsome and shit like that.
She wanted to come chill and I knew what this could all lead to but I still let her come over and watch some movies with me. So we falling asleep on my bed and she kicks her shoes off and im looking like what the fuck did I get myself into. I could feel she wasnt sleep yet even after the tv was off for like 30 mins. Could feel her breathing. I started feeling on her and kept going further kissing her than stopped. She was like "why you stopping cmon, we both want it" I told her nah you got a bf and she says nah me and him taking a break.
I mean im not dumb but still I decided to let her lie to me. And smashed her like 5 times after that over the next week. So i'm still letting her lie to me because she knew how I was. I wouldnt of did it. So by the time she admitted that she fucked him then me and cut him off that week so she could fuck with me. I called her foul and to make my conscience feel better I told her I can't deal with foul women and some other bullshit.
I was wrong for following my lust but I wanted her for soooooo long. But I feel fucked up the way I handled that situation though. Now I can't say I never fucked a girl that had a bf before.
I've been there before. I swear that's how they get you. You know they're lying to you but it's like you need her to lie in order for you to feel better about what you really wanna do to her.
What? are you gay? playa that was obvious. No one cares just bring your sissy ass to SOL that's all we........well I ain't gonna judge you.
I have a person that I want to kill. She's very close to me. She follows me around a lot...she's like a stalker.
She must die.
She must die.
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real talk. this stupid society doesn't embrace the metaphysical nature of our existence. you're "crazy" if you are born with a veil that is slightly lifted.
look man, you are being entirely too hard on yourself about this. a girlfriend or a boyfriend doesn't mean shit. especially as far as karma is concerned. that's not a real commitment. go fuck that bitch as much as you want. karma aint trippin i promise you.I'm normally a Morally bound type dude and most of the the time im telling everybody else to not fuck up because of Karma.
I bumped into this girl that i wanted to smash since highschool. We connected on facebook and was texting keeping up with eachother. Normally if a girl with a boyfriend that im cool with starts showing signs of wanting me I squash it. But I didnt . I just kept talking to her after she blurted out she didnt remember me being so handsome and shit like that.
She wanted to come chill and I knew what this could all lead to but I still let her come over and watch some movies with me. So we falling asleep on my bed and she kicks her shoes off and im looking like what the fuck did I get myself into. I could feel she wasnt sleep yet even after the tv was off for like 30 mins. Could feel her breathing. I started feeling on her and kept going further kissing her than stopped. She was like "why you stopping cmon, we both want it" I told her nah you got a bf and she says nah me and him taking a break.
I mean im not dumb but still I decided to let her lie to me. And smashed her like 5 times after that over the next week. So i'm still letting her lie to me because she knew how I was. I wouldnt of did it. So by the time she admitted that she fucked him then me and cut him off that week so she could fuck with me. I called her foul and to make my conscience feel better I told her I can't deal with foul women and some other bullshit.
I was wrong for following my lust but I wanted her for soooooo long. But I feel fucked up the way I handled that situation though. Now I can't say I never fucked a girl that had a bf before.
what was your addiction man? if you don't mind. and how did you kick it?
What? are you gay? playa that was obvious. No one cares just bring your sissy ass to SOL that's all we........well I ain't gonna judge you.
?
i must've called you a bitch or something in the past for you to have this much animosity for me.
ah well...you'll get over it.
truth is i was trying not to go hang out with the Princess.
but i did.
it was cool.
no reason for me to trip.
um...dang.
I was addicted to a drug, that is all. I kicked it over time when I realized the pain it was causing me, which was a direct cause of pain within myself that I was trying to avoid. I tried to use the drug to fill my internal emotional void and use all means of intellectual masturbation, media,etc as an avoidance tactic to avoid this internal damage. I am healing now and I will tell you that like a caterpillar does not know what its like to be a butterfly, people dont know what its like to be addicted or sober until they are there....
Bump!!! We need more stories.
Wow at some of these stories
Other than the borski joints this is my favorite thread on the board!!
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