All the bullshit aside can't you realize something is wrong? Fuck 'you can't be depressed we don't have that in our family' who the fuck say shit like that?!
Listen, if I got a bad attitude then fuck it don't say shit to me then. I can be sad if I muthafuckin want to. I don't say nothing when you be a hypocrite or smoke a pack a day do I? And you can't keep putting the same day guilt on me, ya'll don't know what the fuck I'm feeling so you don't say shit. It's not my fault that you enable and you content with not being your own person, but I needs my shit.
And I bet not hear shit tomorrow about tonight either cause if I do I'm acting a damn fool in public and ain't shit no one can do about it. Fuck the money I'll do it again myself. And why ya'll so obsessed with the damn money anyway? Either you tell people to bring one or nothing at all. That's why don't no one know each other until someone die. I'll be a fucked stick if I pay for you and ya'll act a nigga in my place - get the fuck outta here and go back to your incest house. Let me take this shit.
Oh and one more thing. I know damn well you went somewhere. Don't try to fuck me over. You must be fucking crazy if you think I'm bout to spend the next three years of my life doing shit but working and looking at the walls. You think the sky neon don't you? You want this 'depression' to get worse don't you? No I don't think you want that because then you would be forced to realized how fucked up of a job you did. I don't need you or your help to do what I need to do so stay out my shit and do what you think you need to do and let me do me.
Shit.
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