cosignPREACH! I used to date this Thick big tittied yella chick. When I met her, She was sexy, curvy and female to the 9. We went on dates and niccas would fall over themselves. One night she showed me some her old pics from college and I saw all these manly looking clothe and she had a fade. I was like WTF? You used to be gay? She was like yea, admitted to me that she went through this phase after being molested by her uncle where she "hated men" and wanted to be tough and unattractive so men wouldn't want her. Eventually she moved back to Houston from ATL (figures) faced her demons and decided to go back to men.
She basically told me that in reality, most of the BUTCH women are mentally unstable and have (like you mentioned) penis envy. She now believes that many women in the lifestyle are in it for shock value. She said that of the crew of l20 women she used to hang with in college, 75% of them have went back to men and even some of them have gotten married to men.
ive fucked a few lesbians, former lesbos, future lesbos and its usually the same story or some nutjob variation. Almost all were abuse victims