The thing I wake up to and get dealt in trumps is a lack of fear. Being black listed, hated, labeled "pariah", cast out, alienated...whatever you may...eh...it allows me a space where I have learned to forget what pain feels like.
Yeah, sure, I love appreciation, I love a promotion, shyt, I love women screaming my name just because I did something right on my job...BUT...maybe we all were not supposed to get that regularly, and I am damn cool with my portion of life.
Most niggaz could not have survived being Owl, and I am damn cool with my portion of existence, man. It takes something to be me. And hell, knowing that even this will never stop my Asylum or any venture I am attached to feels phukkking absolute.
I did not have to sell out or assimilate to survive. I enjoy the King's English because it is fly. But I will never have to depend on white males to eat ever again in my life. That is Owl's Asylum.
And I built that here on SOL.
I just wish I could give someone else what this space allowed me to gather and hunt from.