I received a letter from Mahlia Milian stating that she read my post,
Shelley Lubben emails from someone who needed her help?? and identifies with the anonymous model who sent me information about Pink Cross Foundation.
Mahlia says that she never met Lubben face-to-face and only spoke to her once over the phone.
She said that “her story” was blown out of proportion and that the only reason she stopped working in adult was because her obstetrician put her on bed rest because she has a tiny frame and it is very hard for her to gain weight. She did reach out for help and was promised help finding a job and and seeking couseling, but that never happened. She received some aide but it was not enough to cover all her necessities. She said that she has a degree, so she was able to find work, but she didn’t know about the post on Shelley’s sites, and when she found out about the post, she asked Shelley to take it down because Shelley posted her legal name along with false information. According to Mahlia, Shelley refused.
I would very much like to interview Mahlia, but if she is a working mom, she may just be too busy. She did say that she did “a few interviews” to set the story straight, so I’ll look them up and post them here if I can find them. I’ll keep trying, though, because I do find the truth to be so much more interesting than the twisted and sensationalized crap we’re spoon-fed on television by propagandists. Naturally, Shelley beds with the tabloid venues because she, herself, is very tabloid in every conceivable aesthetic way.
Mahlia expressed disappointment and apprehension, asking me ahead of time to please not post her legal name or email address because of the trauma she’s suffered over Pink Cross Foundation giving her private information away. She also expressed distaste at Lubben’s tactic of giving out a model’s personal information and how it only serves to further hinder the female from finding a job. She eluded to Shelley’s motives being sinister toward adult actresses. It reminds me of Holly Hollywood talking about how she found a regular job by using her personality, yet had her real name been highly publicized, she may not have stood a chance.
As it happens, she landed a good job and her coworkers grew to love her before they discovered “who she was”. Funny how often people adhere their affections towards and root for the more outgoing and outrageous personalities. Everyone is lovable, you just have to let your guard down a bit. And only “a bit” is enough!
I find it interesting that a few pro-Lubben people actually suggested I was just jealous because “she’s prettier than me”. What these people fail to see is the lack of authenticity, or they, themselves, are not authentic and are drawn to false things. Lubben is an illusionist, but I have to try and understand that so many people are very simple and not inclined to see too far beyond their instant feelings about the people they are programmed to process as “damaged” and “tainted” and “bad”, never knowing that they are the ones who are damaged because they closed the only two doors in life that matter: the door to the mind and the door to the heart. Processed food is all it is, and it may give you short term stamina, but it doesn’t give you long term strength. And I’m not talking about religion, I’m talking about cookie-cut information that is false and/or incomplete. Look a little deeper and you’ll see all the shades of grey. If you’re lucky enough to get past even the shades of grey, you’ll see a rainbow. Or, you could just ask yourself, ‘What would Buddha do?’
