As women, I think at some point we all have thought sucking a man's dick was disgusting and degrading...then we matured and realized that its actually erotic and that its more about pleasing your lover, which is something I do very well ...although I still cannot bring myself to let a guy cum in my mouth. I had my 1st partial experience recently and I thought i was going to , but i guess I lived to tell the story and I have to admit that I loved hearing and feeling his expressions of complete satisfaction.