his majestic head rised  above the bushes
the onslaught of  spears from the sun    had left his skin  bruised
damaged,
 he felt the cracks of his  armour , weary of the way he persists
 a lonely existence on this battle field
the dry earth littered with  spoils of  dry bones
a reminder of the many that have  fallen
his thoughts felt heavy, his knees crackled 
like an old engine
why does life's journey linger with  misfortune
why is pain and lose  trickling about like fat merchants 
trading our blissful moments for something so fowl ..so dire
so few  time  he could remember, as a child with a mind in tune with the earth
every moment a discovery , such a  beautiful thing, the innocense
that was once but  now  life has bled  him slowly of 
his confidence, 
his trust lost in  those around him ,
that took his love and corrupted it with darkness, selfish and sick
those that  traded their bodies  for favors
those that  never  had love but  needed it  desperately
he stood in his tracks, the light blinding
the thud of his sweat hitting the  ground echoed in his ears
he felt his heart beating, slowing, fading ... the silence of the moment
overwhelming him
Is this death, this sudden calm ,
he felt his eyes closing, the  darkness surrounding him
 that  despicable void that  had accompanied him  all his life
Is this death?.... have you finally come?
he felt a sudden thump, a  small ball of light glowing in his  chest
 this thing in him  growing  bigger and bigger
he  say the threads separating from  it
  like  the branches of rivers and streams  that find there way to the ocean
 I am  dying?...is this my soul leaving me ?
 he  raised his majestic head and  turn around
smiling hard  , an outpouring of dignity is this , his final insurrection
a man resigned to his fate of life, not death
as he watched her beautiful  frame glide towards him , hand  firmly gripping
the  tiny  hand of his children
and  he realize for the  first time in a long time  that what filled him  was love
---a day at the  beach with my family--
