THIS NIGGA IS A FAG! HE TALKIN ABOUT DOIN BUTTS, NOT PUSS



HE'S TALKING ABOUT NINJAS



. NOWHERE DID HE MAKE ANY DIRECT REFERENCES TO FEMALE SPECIFIC ANATOMY...
I'm a ligtskinded bruva and appreciate all shades of black. But I do have a slight tendency to be more attracted to my reflection, but not on no color struck shit.
I love natural woolly hair, dreads e.t.c, I'm not attracted to weaves perms or straight hair. So I don't think I fit into the self-loathing category (I HOPE NOT? CALL ME OUT IF I'M WRONG BRO'S?)...
IT SEEMS THAT MAJORITY BLACK PPL MOSTLY ACTIVELY PURSUE AND DATE LIGHTER OR DARKER BUT RARELY THEIR REFECTION. CAN THAT BE CONSIDERED SELF LOATHING?

MANY DARKER BRUVAS WILL IGNORE SOME OF THE BADDEST MELINATED SISTAS, BUT GO FOR THE BADD LATINA SISTAS WITH STRAIGHT HAIR. MANY LIGHT SKIN BRUVAS HAVE MELINATED SISTAS SWOONING OVA THEM... MOST OF THE EYE CONTACT I GET IN PUBLIC ARE FROM SISTAS DARKER THAN ME... I MEAN, WE ALL CONSIDERED "BLACK" IN THIS CORPORATION KNOWN AS AMERICA BUT DAMN... ARE WE TRULY THAT UNCOMFORTABLE IN OUR OWN SKIN.
MOST OF MY GIRLFRIENDS HAVE BEEN DARKER THAN ME. IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I KNEW WHEN I HAVE KIDS I WOULD PREFER THE MOM TO RESEMBLE ME (
I AM AWARE THAT THIS IS BECAUSE OF MY EGO, I WANT MY KIDS TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE ME.I WANT TO RAISE MYSELF. I HAVE YET TO DETERMINE IF THAT IS A HEALTHY MINDSET OR NOT
PROBABLY NOT). I THINK (AND HOPE) IF I WAS A DARKER COMPLEXION I WOULD FEEL THE SAME...
RIGHT NOW AT THIS POINT I THINK I NEED TO STOP LOOKING AT COMPLEXION OR RACE AND ATTEMPT TO FIND A COMPASSIONATE SERVING WOMAN IN GENERAL. Cause most "American" women are crazy outta touch with true femininity..