a confession and an apology

[Adam Knows]

i know any of y'all that actually don't know me/haven't met me like some of you have would swear i'm lying out my ass when i say what i'm about to say. I said in '09 i would try (key emphasis on the word "try") to be nicer even though i'm really a nice person if ya knew me.

so to followup, i apologize for anything i said about you.
Lonestar, i apologize for manipulating you and for exploiting any faults i found in you.

femme i apologize....no i don't. i really never did nothing to you. you came out of the blue at me for no reason except of my opinion of black women years ago, so i'm not sorry for anything said to you after the fact.

i apologize to any BBW/SSBBW i may have offended.

any nicca who's feelings i hurt your just shit out of luck.


why do i do these things? let's see, i was about to tell you this long drawn out story of how i was completely rejected, used, etc by black women but there's not enough days left in the year. so i'll just say past experiences plus a drive to be the best have left me calculating, manipulative, critical, arrogant, blunt (no relation), and cold in a lot of cases. those were my strengths in business but my weaknesses in dealing with some people. yeah when i first came into money i use to use it to manipulate and mentally abuse women. Being addicted to sex only made it worse. In my head i figured since women use to put bullshit criteria on what i needed to be, i'd do the same but use the what they desired most to do as i liked.

On here, i just have one simple trigger that usually brings out the worst in me. being called a liar. the most irritating and annoying thing to me is being called a liar after all i've ever done. that pushes buttons, not suppose to but it does. which is usually why i'm so quick to back what i say with proof, then add an additional amount of info to embarrass the person who called me one. (the ocks, posting their pics, etc go look at lazarus/brandon on the main board after he called me a liar.)

so from now on i'm not going to manipulate/coerce women into positions on here that puts them in the negative view. (some of you may never admit it, but yes you were manipulated, my bad it's what i do). but i'm not about to tell you i'm gonna stop telling the truth or my opinion. i call it as i see it.

that's all.

 

[mcguyver]

WTF??



YOU DYING NEGRO?

 

[Adam Knows]

WTF??



YOU DYING NEGRO?

no,

i have a daughter now.

 

[jucurious]

i know any of y'all that actually don't know me/haven't met me like some of you have would swear i'm lying out my ass when i say what i'm about to say. I said in '09 i would try (key emphasis on the word "try") to be nicer even though i'm really a nice person if ya knew me.

so to followup, i apologize for anything i said about you.
Lonestar, i apologize for manipulating you and for exploiting any faults i found in you.

femme i apologize....no i don't. i really never did nothing to you. you came out of the blue at me for no reason except of my opinion of black women years ago, so i'm not sorry for anything said to you after the fact.

i apologize to any BBW/SSBBW i may have offended.

any nicca who's feelings i hurt your just shit out of luck.


why do i do these things? let's see, i was about to tell you this long drawn out story of how i was completely rejected, used, etc by black women but there's not enough days left in the year. so i'll just say past experiences plus a drive to be the best have left me calculating, manipulative, critical, arrogant, blunt (no relation), and cold in a lot of cases. those were my strengths in business but my weaknesses in dealing with some people. yeah when i first came into money i use to use it to manipulate and mentally abuse women. Being addicted to sex only made it worse. In my head i figured since women use to put bullshit criteria on what i needed to be, i'd do the same but use the what they desired most to do as i liked.

On here, i just have one simple trigger that usually brings out the worst in me. being called a liar. the most irritating and annoying thing to me is being called a liar after all i've ever done. that pushes buttons, not suppose to but it does. which is usually why i'm so quick to back what i say with proof, then add an additional amount of info to embarrass the person who called me one. (the ocks, posting their pics, etc go look at lazarus/brandon on the main board after he called me a liar.)

so from now on i'm not going to manipulate/coerce women into positions on here that puts them in the negative view. (some of you may never admit it, but yes you were manipulated, my bad it's what i do). but i'm not about to tell you i'm gonna stop telling the truth or my opinion. i call it as i see it.

that's all.

no,

i have a daughter now.

interesting. i'll be back in this thread

 

[onyxfemme]

no,

i have a daughter now.

Thats real


I am not sure what this is all about, but any man that can admit his faults and flaws will always be cool in my book even if we disagree from time to time.

Do your thing Da Don-We dont really talk on here but I see you now

 

[jucurious]

damn you got one starred.

who is this one star bandit?!

 

[spicykjun]

i know any of y'all that actually don't know me/haven't met me like some of you have would swear i'm lying out my ass when i say what i'm about to say. I said in '09 i would try (key emphasis on the word "try") to be nicer even though i'm really a nice person if ya knew me.

so to followup, i apologize for anything i said about you.
Lonestar, i apologize for manipulating you and for exploiting any faults i found in you.

femme i apologize....no i don't. i really never did nothing to you. you came out of the blue at me for no reason except of my opinion of black women years ago, so i'm not sorry for anything said to you after the fact.

i apologize to any BBW/SSBBW i may have offended.

any nicca who's feelings i hurt your just shit out of luck.


why do i do these things? let's see, i was about to tell you this long drawn out story of how i was completely rejected, used, etc by black women but there's not enough days left in the year. so i'll just say past experiences plus a drive to be the best have left me calculating, manipulative, critical, arrogant, blunt (no relation), and cold in a lot of cases. those were my strengths in business but my weaknesses in dealing with some people. yeah when i first came into money i use to use it to manipulate and mentally abuse women. Being addicted to sex only made it worse. In my head i figured since women use to put bullshit criteria on what i needed to be, i'd do the same but use the what they desired most to do as i liked.

On here, i just have one simple trigger that usually brings out the worst in me. being called a liar. the most irritating and annoying thing to me is being called a liar after all i've ever done. that pushes buttons, not suppose to but it does. which is usually why i'm so quick to back what i say with proof, then add an additional amount of info to embarrass the person who called me one. (the ocks, posting their pics, etc go look at lazarus/brandon on the main board after he called me a liar.)

so from now on i'm not going to manipulate/coerce women into positions on here that puts them in the negative view. (some of you may never admit it, but yes you were manipulated, my bad it's what i do). but i'm not about to tell you i'm gonna stop telling the truth or my opinion. i call it as i see it.

that's all.

damn 1st u color blind like me now u sounding like me after my daughter was born damn nigga next u gonna b talkin bout how creole food will make u kill a nigga ova a bowl and how u hav a fetish for blasian women with big booties

 

[Cleopatra_J]

That's good that you were able to identify something you wanted to change and are going to *try* and put the effort forth to change it. More power to you... Good luck with that!

BBW/SSBBW

what is a ssbbw???

 

[mzmillion]

I just want to know, am I one of the manipulated ones that doesn't know it?

This whole soliloquy is just....weird but I hope it makes you uhh...nicer I guess online but then again, who really gives a fuck who is nice and who isn't....people have no choice but to take it or leave it....

I too shall be back for my answer Don, you know I know where to find you

 

[PrincessC]

You really, really take yourself too seriously.

Either this is the funniest thing you've ever posted, or you are an attention whore.

Oh, and where are the dick pics?

 

[OnSlaught]

Don man, your threads are as hell...I know this one is meant to be serious but dawg, you've pissed a lot of females off on this board. I guess we'll see about a woman scorned...and if her ass can forgive.

Oh and Spicy, I think that's just general consensus for all brothas...

damn 1st u color blind like me now u sounding like me after my daughter was born damn nigga next u gonna b talkin bout how creole food will make u kill a nigga ova a bowl and how u hav a fetish for blasian women with big booties

 

[followup]

You really, really take yourself too seriously.

Either this is the funniest thing you've ever posted, or you are an attention whore.

Oh, and where are the dick pics?

ding ding ding

 

[Rudey]

apology on a message board?

 

[StillMatic]

damn you got one starred.

who is this one star bandit?!

ME!

Nizzaw, I'm lying. I barely ever rate threads. But I feel where you comin' from Da Don. I got 2 daughters and everything had to stop for them. They are my world and I will move Heaven and Earth if needed to keep them safe!

 

[LeroyDibiase]

LMAO @ this post just going over everyone's head.

 

[Adam Knows]

I just want to know, am I one of the manipulated ones that doesn't know it?

This whole soliloquy is just....weird but I hope it makes you uhh...nicer I guess online but then again, who really gives a fuck who is nice and who isn't....people have no choice but to take it or leave it....

I too shall be back for my answer Don, you know I know where to find you

Naw you know we cool as a matter of fact you were one of the people I was referring to that really knows how I am in person

 

[sean69]

LMAO @ this post just going over everyone's head.

Hell yeah. Plus, aint nothing going over yo big ass Buckminsterfullerene head.

This has got to be a joke though.

 

[LeroyDibiase]

Hell yeah. Plus, aint nothing going over yo big ass Buckminsterfullerene head.

This has got to be a joke though.

Never forget.


You're lucky my OTHER video got deleted.

 

[Adam Knows]

LMAO @ this post just going over everyone's head.

how is it going over everyone's head?

 

[sean69]

Never forget.


You're lucky my OTHER video got deleted.

You are truly a fool.

 

[kjxxxx]

no,

i have a daughter now.

HAHAHAHHAHHA


WTF

Well at least something / someone has woken you up to being the best you you can be. There is a lot of times when I write post and correct it because it seemed harsh when I re-read it. Those kinds of posts wouldn't have portraid me in the light that I want to be percieved. Being malicious, vindictive, manipulative and revengeful seem to require more energy than I am willing to put in.

Bro. I am not trying to start something but the fact that you have apologized to followup and then still wanting to keep shit going with femme makes the apology seem a little insincere. If I was followup. That's how I would look at it since she was defending femme in some form. The fact is, you may feel it your treatment to femme was justified but the fact that someone was on femmes side means that not everyone agreed with the extent you might have gone with it. The fact that you have no remorse about any of it to others may seem that you can go overboard just as easily again.

I know some folks say this is online so what does it matter. Some of us take our reputation or how others perceive us very seriously whether it be online or offline. As I have said before, people do network on the web and we do run into folks in real life. Shit one says now can come back to haunt later.

Hey what if you met one of the person you were dissing on here in real life and didn't know it was that person and was kicking it with them and thought they were the coolest.....

 

[dwnsouth]

That's good that you were able to identify something you wanted to change and are going to *try* and put the effort forth to change it. More power to you... Good luck with that!




what is a ssbbw???

http://acronyms.thefreedictionary.com/SSBBW

SSBBW Super-Sized Big Beautiful Woman

 

[Cleopatra_J]

http://acronyms.thefreedictionary.com/SSBBW

SSBBW Super-Sized Big Beautiful Woman

OOOOHHHHHHHH wowowowowow...


Thanks for the clarification!!

 

[shanebp1978]

 

[Mo-Better]

Who here needs lessons?....Many

 

[Adam Knows]

HAHAHAHHAHHA


WTF

Well at least something / someone has woken you up to being the best you you can be. There is a lot of times when I write post and correct it because it seemed harsh when I re-read it. Those kinds of posts wouldn't have portraid me in the light that I want to be percieved. Being malicious, vindictive, manipulative and revengeful seem to require more energy than I am willing to put in.

Bro. I am not trying to start something but the fact that you have apologized to followup and then still wanting to keep shit going with femme makes the apology seem a little insincere. If I was followup. That's how I would look at it since she was defending femme in some form. The fact is, you may feel it your treatment to femme was justified but the fact that someone was on femmes side means that not everyone agreed with the extent you might have gone with it. The fact that you have no remorse about any of it to others may seem that you can go overboard just as easily again.

I know some folks say this is online so what does it matter. Some of us take our reputation or how others perceive us very seriously whether it be online or offline. As I have said before, people do network on the web and we do run into folks in real life. Shit one says now can come back to haunt later.

Hey what if you met one of the person you were dissing on here in real life and didn't know it was that person and was kicking it with them and thought they were the coolest.....

i'm not keeping shit going with femme. i just stated i'm not apologizing for something i didn't start in the first place. i'm trying to be "nice" not simp the fuck out.

 

[mzmillion]

i'm not keeping shit going with femme. i just stated i'm not apologizing for something i didn't start in the first place. i'm trying to be "nice" not simp the fuck out.

funniest shit i read all damn day

 

[spicykjun]

btw whom eva this is can ride my face next

 

[onyxfemme]

That's Italia Blue...Cute but to me she is lazy in her scenes..

btw whom eva this is can ride my face next

 

[spicykjun]

she dont need to do too much work im a workaholick

 

[water]

On here, i just have one simple trigger that usually brings out the worst in me. being called a liar.

the most irritating and annoying thing to me is being called a liar after all i've ever done.

that pushes buttons, not suppose to but it does.

which is usually why i'm so quick to back what i say with proof, then add an additional amount of info to embarrass the person who called me one. (the ocks, posting their pics, etc go look at lazarus/brandon on the main board after he called me a liar.)

so from now on i'm not going to manipulate/coerce women into positions on here that puts them in the negative view. (some of you may never admit it, but yes you were manipulated, my bad it's what i do).

but i'm not about to tell you i'm gonna stop telling the truth or my opinion. i call it as i see it.

that's all.

The signs were all there..........

 

[followup]

LMAO!!! Some people are so gullible it hurts

 

[LoneStar29]

I remember this bullshit ass thread

When I didn't respond to it, he sent me some retarded PM "apologizing" and I ignored it ... then he clowned me again on the board after lmaooooooooooooooo asshole

 

[dHustla]

Don, I feel you on this.

I don't know all the details of your "beefs" with people because, shit, I just don't be paying that close attention to what everybody else posts. But the part about manipulating women to be perceived negatively is really not all on you, imo.

Respect for holding yourself accountable, but like Jay-Z said, "my flow expose holes that they find in yours". People allow themselves to be manipulated are just as guilty.

Also, we are all products of our life experiences so treating women fucked up is justified to me when they have exhibited deserving behavior, or fed into it. The part about abusing women when you came into money....Shid, women have done it to you and still do it. It's a two-way street. They allow themselves to be used and manipulated in order to get what 'they' want or what they feel like they need.

I do understand where you're coming from, though. You are raising the standards you have for yourself in an effort to grow into a better you.

I actually had a conversation about this with someone from SOL LAST NIGHT!!!

When you know better, you gotta show better, in order for life to .... show better & go better!

 

[LeroyDibiase]

LOL @ it STILL going over niggas' heads.