My dad died today. Don't be sorry. He wasn't a good person, and I was deep in some pussy when I got the call

I remember you talking about your pops and his abusiveness before. He’s definitely left a traumatic imprint on your family.

All I can say is do what you must do to find peace. I don’t know what that looks like for you, nor how you should go about it.

But I think your writing and open nature is part of the healing process, which I believe is an on-going thing.
 
Back in the day it seems like very few fathers were good. Even my dad had his ways when I was small, but he grew out of it before I got to middle school. I can tell he would have been better if he had a better example to follow.
I'm one of the rare folks that have a reverence for the elders but also have a strong disdain for them. I treat elders like a Chinese man reading Al Jazeera about America. As long as I'm not looking for a story on them, I'm probably going to get a bunch of half-truths. If I were to ask them about them, I would expect nothing but all-lies.

Mothers were awful. I've heard stories of mothers leaving their children at the corner of 6th and Susquehanna in the early 90s by themselves. In the evening. I know 100-year-old women whose children were all by married men. All 8 of them.
 
I remember you talking about your pops and his abusiveness before. He’s definitely left a traumatic imprint on your family.

All I can say is do what you must do to find peace. I don’t know what that looks like for you, nor how you should go about it.

But I think your writing and open nature is part of the healing process, which I believe is an on-going thing.
The man is fucking a fat married woman in the ass. We are all trying to survive.
 
No disrespect but ya daddy wasn't shit and his sister knowing what kind of person he was wasn't shit either for lying on your mom. It may have saved your life but it could have cost her hers. You still speak to the aunt??
That aunt passed away last year. I told my cousin, her daughter and she agreed that her mother's lie saved my life
 
Love it! I probably would have used Zoddath. Isn’t that from Friday at sundown until Saturday morning?

Zodfast not like a podcast but after breaking a zod fast? Getting back in that ass after a period of time like breakfast.

Scholars
Man, listen. I had never been into Zod. Bad experience fucked me up. Now, this chick is not only asking for it, but begging for it. And when I give her that Hans Solo DP

(I've coined this term and it is law that when you are either fucking a chick in the pussy or the ass and you stick a digit or two in the other hole it is now called the The Hans Solo DP. Zod says it is written. Zod says it is done).

But when I give her the Hans Solo DP And her eyes cross or roll back, and her mouth forms that '0'......NIGGA

That shit right there nigga?, that shit right there nigga? I now am a believer.

The way she was cumming, saying "Stah, Stah, Stah."

I'm up in that bitch talking shit like Wesley Pipes, "I'm up in that pussy and that ass. You really want me to stop with you coming like this?"

"No."

I kept hitting that shit and hitting that shit and hitting that shit. At one point she was like, "Please. Please. Please."

"You want me to stop fucking you in your ass and your pussy? Please? Shit, Spell please. Spell it."

"Puh puh P. E.L."

"I know you really didn't want me to stop"

So I give her some mo. And she goes back to Saying please."

"P.L.E...oh God..."

"Oh God ain't in there. If you want me to stop, you don't have to do it right."

"Puh ppuh P, L,E,EA..."

"See? You fucking up. You really don't want me to stop. You don't want me to send you home to your husband right now, do you?"

"No"

So I give her some more, then please comes back.

"Spell it."

"P,L,E,A,SE. PLEASE PLEASE, GOD PLEASE."

I owe Wesley Pipes some money, because he put me on game talking shit to these bitches while I'm in it. God damn. I'm a whole ass menace :lol:

And now that I got chicks worshiping at the altar of Zod....

 
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I remember you talking about your pops and his abusiveness before. He’s definitely left a traumatic imprint on your family.

All I can say is do what you must do to find peace. I don’t know what that looks like for you, nor how you should go about it.

But I think your writing and open nature is part of the healing process, which I believe is an on-going thing.
I appreciate it slick. And I will be dedicating more time to writing.

I was supposed to be going to a party tonight In Indianapolis about 4 and 1/2 hours away and I canceled. The chick I'm going with call me after missing my call yesterday. I told her and she was just like...(So when you leaving)

 
Back in the day it seems like very few fathers were good. Even my dad had his ways when I was small, but he grew out of it before I got to middle school. I can tell he would have been better if he had a better example to follow.

My pops is still stuck in his ways, he's got that old school mentality that will never change. He thinks his opinions and view of life is better than everyone else & that always leads to him clashing with family.

I tolerate him as my father but he's the type of person you have to keep your distance from to protect your peace.
 
I remember you talking about your pops and his abusiveness before. He’s definitely left a traumatic imprint on your family.

All I can say is do what you must do to find peace. I don’t know what that looks like for you, nor how you should go about it.

But I think your writing and open nature is part of the healing process, which I believe is an on-going thing.




Agreed.

Stay strong in general, you and your siblings, G'.
 
My pops is still stuck in his ways, he's got that old school mentality that will never change. He thinks his opinions and view of life is better than everyone else & that always leads to him clashing with family.

I tolerate him as my father but he's the type of person you have to keep your distance from to protect your peace.
Having to keep your distance to protect your peace. I got both of those as parents, my mother and father.

The last time I saw my mother was at my cousin's wedding in November of last year. Afterward, we went back to their house and later on in the evening, my mother had just hugged just about everyone and was putting on her coat, I was standing in the back off to her left about maybe 10-12 ft behind her. When she was putting on her coat I saw her see me... And then watched her pretend she didn't.

I said, "So I don't get a hug?"

"OH, I didn't see you over there."

I hugged her, knowing it was The last time whatever expect anything from her ever, even something as little as a hug.

We have these people in our lives thrust upon us without our being able to choose. Many of them had no idea what to do when they got us. All we can do it either learn from their guidance, or learn from their mistakes and try not to replicate them. Mine gave me a lot to unlearn, and those lessons can be lessons as well
 
We have these people in our lives thrust upon us without our being able to choose. Many of them had no idea what to do when they got us. All we can do it either learn from their guidance, or learn from their mistakes and try not to replicate them. Mine gave me a lot to unlearn, and those lessons can be lessons as well



Well said.


I remember visiting some friends' family homes as a kid and teen growing up and thinking to myself - "Damn, I wish this was my family instead."
 
My condolences on the loss of your father man. Death is never easy and is complicated to process.

That being said, I know you may need as much support from BGOL as possible after seeing that beast of a woman you shared your bed with.
 
sorry

if was your gift and your curse and I say that because you realized who and what you didn't want to be like and what you didn't want to subject another human being to and living a long healthy life doing that will have a lot of motherfuckers turning over in their graves and i hope it brings you pleasure knowing that.

o.u.t
 
My condolences on the loss of your father man. Death is never easy and is complicated to process.

That being said, I know you may need as much support from BGOL as possible after seeing that beast of a woman you shared your bed with.
Something to do. She's my copy editor. Would I prefer a slimmy? Fuck yeah, but she is editing my novel and I get to smash, suck on big titties, get head, have her swallow, good conversation (she's a doctor) and get to send her back to her husband.

Where am I losing other than her not being a baddie?
 
Damn, the way he mistreated your mother I'm impressed he even made it to old age. I don't think I could have witnessed that kind of abuse to my mother and not reacted violently, regardless of my age. Kudos to your restraint, brother.
 
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