Naaa... Sorry. As much as I loved and miss my mother.. I know me. If I endured that type of shit for that long.. I very well could at that very moment have and express the feeling of forgiveness, and maybe even feel the remorse in her.. However, after that little engagement of emotional outburst was over, in the back of mind..deep down...I would still see nothing but darkness at the mere thought of her.
Sometimes parents can be the worst and everlasting hell a person will experience in life...and that is soo sad.