First off, I wanna thank anyone who even took the time to read my post. I know it's long but necessary to have gotten my point across. Trust me, this year has been even longer. I have to make a point to stress that I put in my story that I'm under no delusion that she was raped and that I know she only said that cause she was caught. When I told her what she described was a rape, she quickly tried to take that back. I myself only ever described it as a rape when I was trying to force her to go to the hospital and said I would contact Snead's wife. I knew she did just what she wanted. She really thought she found a gotdamn lottery ticket. I let her know straight up that she fell for some 15-year-old shit that most 15-year-olds in this day and age don't even fall for. But the trip part about it is that she dragged me into court on a bogus restraining order and accused me of raping her in 2002. She lost... but damn, I never imagined I'd be goin thru some shit like that.
Also, several people noticed that I was gone and hit me up about what I had going on because last year during July I was all in about us finding some ways to empower ourselves with different business ventures, then I abruptly stopped. If any of this were a lie, I would never, ever have mentioned the man involved. I would be liable for that. I also wouldn't have invited anyone to look on my FB page with access to all of my family and friends. Plus you can see this shit been goin on since last year. The morning of August 25th, you can see I asked for prayers for my wife. That was right after she took the pills. So any jokes that have to come forth so be it. I know after being here for 19 years that it comes with the territory. I'm trying my hardest just to not end up on the street. And I can't just say fuck them dogs. They're my dogs and they're family. I've had them 10 years now. The one that died was with us for eight. Honestly, all they have is a yeast infection, but need to be treated and could be back to normal in a couple months. But it's taking a real toll on their vision.
That argument between my sons that one of you described happened last week and was why I had to cut my oldest son off at the New Year. I saw that coming. As a matter of fact, I saw far worse coming and knew that I would have to cease communication to save him from himself. He was gettin out of pocket and I knew it wouldn't be long before we came to blows. And if any one of my children ever raise their hand to me, I will be goin to prison. That shit was a whole setup anyway, because she has a lawyer I was corresponding with and my son had no reason to contact me. So the fact he did it with disrespect was only to rile me up and bait me into a social media war. I guess she's desperate to make me look like the crazy one. This story is so much deeper than I can really get into right now. I've looked into suing the man for interfering in my marriage, but Louisiana isn't a third party infidelity state. So that's a no go. I can't just ask him for any money to maybe make amends for the mess he helped create, because that would be extortion/blackmail. So right now I'm just stuck.
I was gonna do gofundme, but the way that platform works you don't get anything until the end of the campaign. So I went with this site because they use paypal and whatever you get daily, you get daily. I still may do a gofundme, but I'm trying to at least make sure I'll even have a place to stay. Plus court is Friday and I need to retain a lawyer. If it were just me I have to worry about this post or that crowdfund wouldn't exist. I'm seriously trying to hold on to my sanity and not do something crazy for my Mom since she doesn't have my Dad anymore, and for my sons, cause I really don't wanna show em anything that weak. I don't wanna be that weak. But this shit has beaten the ever lovin fuck outta me for nearly a year now. This can't be life. Last year my boys and I were about to launch our 'Melanin Monroe' clothing line, then all of this happened and this bitch pulled the fuckin earth out from under me. When I finally kinda shook back and went to trademark the name of the line in March, somebody had just done it in December. And I'm seriously thinkin she had to have something to do with that cause she was still around when we were planning it.
I don't know fam. I can't really blame none o y'all for not wanting to help. I just had to try everything. Those who pray, send one up for me, especially come Friday. And by the way, I won't say so much as dude did me a favor, as much as GOD removed her from my life because she was toxic. GOD bless - 100
Really fam? Dude did you a solid.
like a mufuka
he really has started a credit repair business.
