I'm addicted to porn.
However, it's getting weird.
Whenever I watch a video and start jacking off, I start having deep thoughts about my life.
I think about how I don't have money or hot bitches and it kills my boner.
Sometimes I gotta close my eyes and think about one of the past bitches I fucked, but then I start thinking about stupid shit I did to chase the bitches away.
Also, if I watch too many videos of girls giving head, I start imagining I'm the one giving head. Like, the bitches make all theses gagging sound effects and shit I start feeling it in my throat and it fucks me up. This is why I can't really watch BJ scenes to be honest.
Even when I get to the point where Im about to nut, I start thinking about shit and it ruins my orgasm. I'll feel the nut about to bust out my dick and then I'll think of an embarrassing moment in my childhood, or some shit I have to do at work, and I end up nutting with no orgasm.
However, it's getting weird.
Whenever I watch a video and start jacking off, I start having deep thoughts about my life.
I think about how I don't have money or hot bitches and it kills my boner.
Sometimes I gotta close my eyes and think about one of the past bitches I fucked, but then I start thinking about stupid shit I did to chase the bitches away.
Also, if I watch too many videos of girls giving head, I start imagining I'm the one giving head. Like, the bitches make all theses gagging sound effects and shit I start feeling it in my throat and it fucks me up. This is why I can't really watch BJ scenes to be honest.
Even when I get to the point where Im about to nut, I start thinking about shit and it ruins my orgasm. I'll feel the nut about to bust out my dick and then I'll think of an embarrassing moment in my childhood, or some shit I have to do at work, and I end up nutting with no orgasm.