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Still Traumatized

bigirl

bigirl

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You wont believe me but this is a real post and situation and it SUCKS :(

I ended up in a situation where a whiteboy showed me his junk sometime back in July and now it is September and I am STILL traumatized by the image :smh: :puke: :angry:

He had it all shaved and it was super pink and looked like it had a hat like a fucking mushroom or something but what it really looked like was like a DOGS junk :smh: :puke:

WORST thing I EVER saw:smh: :smh: :smh:

To this day the image plagues and traumatizes me sometimes I wake up out my sleep screaming and I will never be the same again after seeing that atrocity :smh: :( :angry:

Anyone else?
 
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...white penii looks...weird...


...but I wouldn't loose sleep over it...might there be a reason it's on your mind so?
 
melonpecan said:
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...uh...


...white penii looks...weird...


...but I wouldn't loose sleep over it...might there be a reason it's on your mind so?
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Its not on my mind like THAT, I try to keep it out of my mind but the image insists on stalking me and traumatizing me :smh:
 
I don't know if this is a joke, but I couldn't help but click into a thread named "Still Traumatized."

I've read a few psychological books recently, and they tend to say you should be aware if you're dwelling (ruminating) on a traumatic issue, avert your thoughts to something positive/pleasant. Also, think of the conditions (location, other people) it occurred, and avoid those things associated with the trauma. Here's a book that might help:

Matthew McKay, Martha Davis, Patrick Fanning - Thoughts and Feelings: Taking Control of Your Moods and Your Life (4th edition)
2011 | ISBN: 1608822087 | PDF | 312 pages | 21 MB
http://www.amazon.com/dp/1608822087/?tag=vp314-20

download:
http://uploaded.net/file/yaiitrrz

Dunno if you're kidding, but it's a good book anyway.
 
bigirl said:
Its not on my mind like THAT, I try to keep it out of my mind but the image insists on stalking me and traumatizing me :smh:
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From experience, if something is stalking you that bad, you should address the issue. I know how you feel about white people from reading your comments here but perhaps this is an 'attraction' that you might need to jump on.

To at least get it out of your head.

kenbgco68 said:
I don't know if this is a joke, but I couldn't help but click into a thread named "Still Traumatized."

I've read a few psychological books recently, and they tend to say you should be aware if you're dwelling (ruminating) on a traumatic issue, avert your thoughts to something positive/pleasant. Also, think of the conditions (location, other people) it occurred, and avoid those things associated with the trauma. Here's a book that might help:

Matthew McKay, Martha Davis, Patrick Fanning - Thoughts and Feelings: Taking Control of Your Moods and Your Life (4th edition)
2011 | ISBN: 1608822087 | PDF | 312 pages | 21 MB
http://www.amazon.com/dp/1608822087/?tag=vp314-20

download:
http://uploaded.net/file/yaiitrrz

Dunno if you're kidding, but it's a good book anyway.
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I might need this; thank you.
 
melonpecan said:
From experience, if something is stalking you that bad, you should address the issue. I know how you feel about white people from reading your comments here but perhaps this is an 'attraction' that you might need to jump on.

To at least get it out of your head.



I might need this; thank you.
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There definitely is no attraction. I have had boy dogs before and this looked just like that :smh: Is like every time I see whiteboy on street or screen I see THAT and want to vomit :smh: Sometimes it comes in my dreams and I wake up screaming too :(
 
melonpecan said:
I might need this; thank you.
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You're welcome. Here's another book that might be useful. It was a huge best seller, so there are lots of people dealing with something beside you:


The Tools: Transform Your Problems into Courage, Confidence, and Creativity - By Phil Stutz and Barry Michels

related links:
https://www.facebook.com/thetools
http://www.amazon.com/dp/067964444X/?tag=vp314-20
http://www.newyorker.com/reporting/2011/03/21/110321fa_fact_goodyear

download:
http://freebooks-readingonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/06/067964444X_Tools.pdf

The print quality isn't that great, but it appears to be the complete book. I'm looking for a better version on the main board (ebook requests) and will update if I get one.
 
thoughtone said:
I didn't mean it in a sarcastic way. If you are, c'est la vie!

It just seemed crazy, the detail you went in to it, but labeled it an unpleasant experiences that you felt you had to share.

Was the situation that led to this consensual?

Not judging you, you brought it up.
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No I am not gay. It happened at the pool. He just turned around and there it was :smh: :puke:

Now every time I see a white man on the street or on tv BRAM I see it again and sometimes it even comes in my dreams and I wake up screaming. The fukkin nuts were smaller than golfballs and bright pink :smh:
 
bigirl said:
No I am not gay. It happened at the pool. He just turned around and there it was :smh: :puke:

Now every time I see a white man on the street or on tv BRAM I see it again and sometimes it even comes in my dreams and I wake up screaming. The fukkin nuts were smaller than golfballs and bright pink :smh:
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Oh, a pervert wearing Speedos.
 
bigirl said:
Not too sure I want to know what that is :(
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bigirl said:
Yes it is funny except its not :smh: One day I will be able to look back on this and laugh....
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I lold cuz there is such a huge difference between your reaction over here to white dick and the reactions on the other side to white pussy

I just thought it was ironic and funny

Youll be fine, Bi
 
LoneStar29 said:
I lold cuz there is such a huge difference between your reaction over here to white dick and the reactions on the other side to white pussy

I just thought it was ironic and funny

Youll be fine, Bi
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Yeah its pretty opposite aint it :lol: :smh:
For you my dear it is something to consider before you give up on Black men cause trust me it is NOT a pretty site to see :puke: I feel visually raped or some shit :smh:
 
bigirl said:
Yeah its pretty opposite aint it :lol: :smh:
For you my dear it is something to consider before you give up on Black men cause trust me it is NOT a pretty site to see :puke: I feel visually raped or some shit :smh:
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Not me, do who you want when you want, how you want.


I feel visually raped or some shit :smh:
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:lol::smh:

The infantilization of females.
 
bigirl said:
Yeah its pretty opposite aint it :lol: :smh:
For you my dear it is something to consider before you give up on Black men cause trust me it is NOT a pretty site to see :puke: I feel visually raped or some shit :smh:
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:lol:

girl you need to watch some island or african porn before bed every night ... get the images in your mind back to what you want

I'ma bump that big dick thread for you lol
 
bigirl said:
There definitely is no attraction. I have had boy dogs before and this looked just like that :smh: Is like every time I see whiteboy on street or screen I see THAT and want to vomit :smh: Sometimes it comes in my dreams and I wake up screaming too :(
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:(

kenbgco68 said:
You're welcome. Here's another book that might be useful. It was a huge best seller, so there are lots of people dealing with something beside you:
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Thanks...considering what's going on I could use this.
 

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