*Looks around*
Anxiety.
*dips*
Anxiety.
*dips*
Better show my face before people start wondering where I am!!
*Waves*
*Looks around*
Anxiety.
*dips*
It need to be! That's how I feel. [emoji38]Flumonia? Is that a word?
Man...i thank God that the three medical emergencies I've had in my family three weeks in a row were not life threatening and that everyone will get to go home.
Can the fam catch a rest next week? My nerves now are shot to shit.
Quick year, didnt do much, but did so much.
I'm old now, I guess I need to start thinking & acting as grown as my age. I still think I'm in my early twenties, like I got the rest of my life to follow my dreams....
Time is fleeting
I really need a lady friend. And I'm serious as cancer. A woman on my level intelligence - wise, mentally, psychologically, more advanced than me emotionally, that knows how to get respect without being manipulative, knows how to get attention without compromising her self-respect.
I guess I need to unlearn my 'learned toxic behavior' & learn how to be more socially acceptable, pleasant to be around, just be nice.
I'll start by being nice to the folks already around me, although few, even if/when they don't deserve it, and if they keep 'not deserving it' I'll just phase em out & replace em with people that do (deserve it). Then surround myself with more supportive & positive people.
I REALLY need to get a handle on my time management so I can achieve some thangs!
I'ma start recording my thoughts with my GoPro cam, especially when I'm drinking, hopefully that'll lead to me writing again, then I can do that book.
The money is made behind the desk, D. Sit down & do it, EVERYDAY, NO EXCUSES!
The money spent on security shouldn't all go towards hardware, it's better spent on intangibles like financial security (stack & invest, dumbass), peace of mind, and experiences that enrich & shift your paradigm.
Rifles & Rounds can only take you so far, my nicca.
I want a bar/restaurant, to live in another country for at least a year, & a child ....by 40 years of age.
Daily running, mane. Get the six pack back.
I wish DeSiRe would call me.
"You used ta call me on my cell phone... "
Hey how are you? Glad to see you around still.
worst news ever last night... "i took my IUD out"
Naw you don't wear heels
Too late
what the hell is up with the new look
I love Porsha Williams. I ain't felt this way about a woman in a while.
She's a pretty lady, but I can't get past her level of thot-ness lol. I really didn't want to use that term, but she comes off pretty dense and just lacking substance.
I miss some of my old friendships but don't think it will be beneficial to reach out / start them back up. I will just appreciate them for what they were.
Buttt I would be lying if I said I didn't miss them
you still have me
chick going to ask me if i wanted a mold of her vagina for Christmas. FOH
i need a vacation
i think i have avoided marriage because i dont want to divulge my riches to anyone
no more oops moments