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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SHED A TEAR?

Deezz

Deezz

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I'll go first.....

It was this past Sunday when Nick Mangold died.

I was in shock because I'm dealing with kidney issues and it just hit me hard!!!

Then I saw Rex Ryan crying while he was talking about Nick and that really got to me.

Wasn't a "boo hoo" cry, but definitely shed a few tears in that moment.
 
In the past two years I become a parent again. With two little ones that changes you especially since I was able to be there more for my little ones from birth. So when the whole War in Gaza broke out seeing these babies being killed and mutilated by the IDF. That broke me really hard.
 
I didn't exactly shed a tear but after studying Jonestown and then Rwanda I can see why Dr. King said I go back to the south not with the feeling that we are caught up in a dark dungeon that will never lead to a way out. Many people say if Jesus could not take the earth back from these white devils then people should just give up.
Some of us will never give up.
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Deezz said:
I'll go first.....

It was this past Sunday when Nick Mangold died.

I was in shock because I'm dealing with kidney issues and it just hit me hard!!!

Then I saw Rex Ryan crying while he was talking about Nick and that really got to me.

Wasn't a "boo hoo" cry, but definitely shed a few tears in that moment.
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Wishing you better kidney health Sir.

Last time for me wasn't a sad situation, it was joy from seeing my oldest graduate from college.
 
All the time.
All the damn time!
My niece sent me a long text saying she appreciated me and a ninja had to lay down on my side and just let it shit flow.
My grandnephew walked over to me (he’s finicky) took the remote, waddled his ass away, but when I asked him WTF was that, he waddled his lil ass back and did the “pick me up” motion. A Ninjas eyes went full waterfall.
It’s all the DAMN time!
 
Oddly enough after I rewatched this clip of Crunchy Black talking about Lord Infamous. You rarely see dudes get that vulnerable talking about another man. It made me really appreciate that I still have the same group of friends that stay down since middle school/high school. We stay in touch though social media mostly, but every time I go back home to visit Detroit I make it point now hug my guys and tell em I love. It was weird when I started doing it a few years ago, but we in our mid 40s and life is short. Tell your people you love em while they're here.

 
That's me almost every week.
Every time I take a picture of my kids...I used to send them to my parents, they looked forward to it, now I don't have anyone to send it to and I don't put their business online so it stays on my phone or I send it to the wife.
Every time I see someone appreciate their parents, makes me wish mine were still here.
Every time attend a funeral.
It's been 3 years since they left, 5 months apart. I never thought I would miss them that much but I do, still fucking raw!
Fuck, I'm shedding those tears now!

Hope you get better with the kidney issues!
 
bgbtylvr said:
All the time.
All the damn time!
My niece sent me a long text saying she appreciated me and a ninja had to lay down on my side and just let it shit flow.
My grandnephew walked over to me (he’s finicky) took the remote, waddled his ass away, but when I asked him WTF was that, he waddled his lil ass back and did the “pick me up” motion. A Ninjas eyes went full waterfall.
It’s all the DAMN time!
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Reading that reminded me of this dude.
 
PJN said:
That's me almost every week.
Every time I take a picture of my kids...I used to send them to my parents, they looked forward to it, now I don't have anyone to send it to and I don't put their business online so it stays on my phone or I send it to the wife.
Every time I see someone appreciate their parents, makes me wish mine were still here.
Every time attend a funeral.
It's been 3 years since they left, 5 months apart. I never thought I would miss them that much but I do, still fucking raw!
Fuck, I'm shedding those tears now!

Hope you get better with the kidney issues!
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I feel you. As we get older, our circles get smaller. Not as many to people to share life events with. Condolences on your losses PJN.
 
Deezz said:
I'll go first.....

It was this past Sunday when Nick Mangold died.

I was in shock because I'm dealing with kidney issues and it just hit me hard!!!

Then I saw Rex Ryan crying while he was talking about Nick and that really got to me.

Wasn't a "boo hoo" cry, but definitely shed a few tears in that moment.
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Praying that you get your kidney issues resolved and wishing you great speedy health.

Now I didn't cry, but there was water in my eyes. Nothing actually fell though.

And no I'm not saying that to sound tough, a tear or tears just didn't fall. But there was definitely water circling around in my eyes.

But it was when watching this



Which I didn't expect to be emotional about.

But when the kids were told that their Mom didn't make it...

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Because man, that was their Mom. :crying:
 
Probably when my dog passed away about 15 years ago. I knew it was coming and I told myself that I wasn't going to cry in front of my then 9 year old daughter when it does happen. When it happened, I boo hooed my ass off for 15 minutes.

It was like my son had just passed. :(
 
When i really thought that my other home state of Arizona was finally going to do the right thing and vote for Kamala and Tim..when the final results came in i threw my remote

Wasn't even in the mood for holiday celebrations when i visited relatives in NY :smh:
 
I cried yesterday listening to MFDOOM lunchbreak. Amazing song everytime I hear it I learn something new it's ridiculous. Like a dopamine overload. I can't explain it but when it transitions into the second verse I start tearing up it's just that beautiful. And then when he said "his dark focus is lonely cold tis the season. Lessons lead back to self for this reason" Tears flowing.
 
REDLINE said:
Praying that you get your kidney issues resolved and wishing you great speedy health.

Now I didn't cry, but there was water in my eyes. Nothing actually fell though.

And no I'm not saying that to sound tough, a tear or tears just didn't fall. But there was definitely water circling around in my eyes.

But it was when watching this



Which I didn't expect to be emotional about.

But when the kids were told that their Mom didn't make it...

will-smith-teary-eyed.gif


Because man, that was their Mom. :crying:
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Yeah man.... That was rough to watch. I didn't expect to see that part on video. I shed a few tears when they were told their mother died.
 
Sunday morning when my uncle, aunt and cousin left to drive back to Florida. My uncle and aunt was with us for 3 weeks. Initially they came up for a week to attend a family members celebration of life. Then that became three weeks. They are the cool fun family you are always happy to have stay with you and you never want them to leave.
 
Lexx Diamond said:
Sunday morning when my uncle, aunt and cousin left to drive back to Florida. My uncle and aunt was with us for 3 weeks. Initially they came up for a week to attend a family members celebration of life. Then that became three weeks. They are the cool fun family you are always happy to have stay with you and you never want them to leave.
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The older I get, the more profound my love for family becomes.
Especially the youngins within our clan...
 
As a woman, often times I feel I'm broken because I don't cry as easy as I once did and I often want to or feel I need to but then it's like for what, because if I fall apart everything around me will to. So I keep it moving.

But my most recent was last month, my grandson was in the hospital and he was in so much pain after a spinal tap and to hear him cry through the spasms is what broke me.

Not too long after, they thought my cancer had resurfaced after 27 years, and once it came time to do the biopsy I was waiting on the Dr to come in and the tears start falling and wouldn't stop. She couldn't even start the procedure because she was trying to calm me down. I said let's just start and I cried pretty much most of that day. And then again when the results were negative.
 
Lurk Diggler said:
This morning, missing my son. But gotta go on life don’t stop for death.
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Again yesterday just received his ashes…fucked me up to see my kid reduced to another stop on a fedex truck and then his apt called…I get to spend thanksgiving cleaning out his place that they have left untouched since he was found. More fucked up images that I can’t unsee.
Stay safe, sane and strong BGOL “for the night is dark and full of terror”
 

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