Pendulum Swing - Rakim ft. Canibus, Chino XL, KXNG Crooked, La The Darkman
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It was revealed that Chino XL committed suicide. I wonder what was the reason or rather what was the breaking point for him committing suicide. I hate hearing about this.
My life was shit 10 years ago absolute shit. If I thought I could do it and be successful with it I probably would have killed myself. I'm so glad I didn't. And even though I'm still single, I am at the precipice of having a novel published and have at least four other novels that are in various levels of completion.
Every person who has a tempted suicide and been successful I feel like red from Shawshank Redemption, I wish I could talk some sense to them. Tell them the way things are
My life was shit 10 years ago absolute shit. If I thought I could do it and be successful with it I probably would have killed myself. I'm so glad I didn't. And even though I'm still single, I am at the precipice of having a novel published and have at least four other novels that are in various levels of completion.
Every person who has a tempted suicide and been successful I feel like red from Shawshank Redemption, I wish I could talk some sense to them. Tell them the way things are
It seems paternalistic and arrogant to deign to tell someone you don't know "the way things are" with regard to their own life.
William O'Neal (informant) - Wikipedia
^^^ An example of someone who killed himself with full awareness of the way things were.
Just sticking to the name William and brining it back to rap, I have a second example of someone who killed himself because he understood the way things were better than any stranger could ever explain to him:
It seems paternalistic and arrogant to deign to tell someone you don't know "the way things are" with regard to their own life.
William O'Neal (informant) - Wikipedia
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^^^ An example of someone who killed himself with full awareness of the way things were.
Just sticking to the name William and brining it back to rap, I have a second example of someone who killed himself because he understood the way things were better than any stranger could ever explain to him:
That's one example of someone killing themselves that I completely get. He couldn't outrun the ghosts of what he had done. Being solely responsible for the murder of chairman Fred... If I had the ability to revive him and kill him again and revive him and kill him again and revive him and kill him again I would
People like that and pedophiles, go ahead kill yourselves. But most of us, and I'm going to include Chino XL, just dealing with depression, or not dealing with it and simply want to escape metaphorical ghosts or memories
While it may seem paternalistic, I've been through depression bro. Been there. The only reason I'm fucking still here is because I knew that there is no guarantee I could be successful killing myself and that God and his infinite humor would have me rotting away as a paraplegic or quadriplegic just out of spite
"Oh, you thought you was gonna take the life I gave you? Nah. How about another 50 years...BITCH. How about that?"
With that possibility a potential reality, I'm going to take my chance at this life thing
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