Check this out I graduated high school and I was accepted to go to this D1 college about 4 hrs away from home. I went and everything was good but during my 2nd year my grandfather died. I lived with my grandparents so it's like my father died. So I had to leave school and be with my grandmother. the next year I go back and around the same time my grandmother has a stroke and she suffered brain damage and she is bed ridden. So I go back to be with her and eventually she dies. By now my head is all fucked up I just lost my mother and father so I sit out. When I try to go back I learn that the loan people been sending shit to my out of town addy and basically I don't have money to get back in school. I don't want to join the army or nothing like that but that's all I can think of. So I was wondering did anybody know any programs or some type of job that trains you or something so I can make some money. I feel like I can pass any type of test. I was in school for engineering but I'll do about anything right now. It's like I went from everyone feeling like I had all of this potential and knowing i was going to do something big to now I work at this fast food place taking orders from people that dont have any sense at all. Now If for some reason people read this and get pissed off at me I apologize for wasting your time but i'm not interested in any "internet beef" I got bigger shit on my mind but if anyone can help or have any advice holla at me