What do you think of it......
im sorry but i had to laff when the nigga cried after having sex
TBH, I dont know what to tell her besides hold ya head and im ill be there for you
I don’t know if it was my fault or what it was that I ever done to you. All I did was love you and you treated me like shit. I always told people that you were the perfect boyfriend the only man who I ever considered giving my all to. The only man who I could honestly say loved me for me and not what was between my legs. When I first met you I thought you was some kind of lame ass nigga who wasn’t about nothing but had good intentions and when I met you, she was with me. From then I could see that she was eyeing you but like any female, I just thought she was my friend so I ignored it. Didn’t pay it no mind. From the on she stated how much she didn’t like you…she couldn’t stand to be around you! I loved you! I thought you was everything, my world! From that first kiss in the movies to the first time we had sex and you cried. That same day I met yo ass we went to the movies, you held me and you looked me in my eye and told me that you saw a future with me. That first kiss was so simple, so sweet, yet it meant the world to me. I could tell that it meant something to you because from then on we were inseparable. When there was you there was a me! How could one be so stupid to let something like this go? I guess you because you are in love with her, that’s the only person you want to be with. But how can stupid can you be not to see that she only wants you to get back at me???? I know in my past I was wrong but I let it go, maybe I did it for her own good. She never knew and now that you are with her she knows its killing me. Just as much as I know it should be killing you if you meant anything you ever said. Maybe I was stupid for believing everything you ever said to me. How much you loved me and cared…how you wouldn’t hurt me! Damnit I love yo ass but you are too blind to see that and I don’t know what it would take for you to see but you know what its too late… I know deep down inside that I do want to forgive you for what you did to me. But this time its too late. God knows that all I ever wanted was you and now that you are with her I don’t know what I am going to do. All I can think about is how your grandmother lit up when I saw her that day. Like Ashanti says. My heart is eating for you and I don’t know why you treat me this way and I still I stay! What the fuck is it about you???? I cant stand it that you are with her! Boy you know I love you and its hurting that im not with you!! I just don’t understand what it is that I don’t have??? Im in school getting a better education, my own car, smart, I think I look good, has a good head on my shoulders…but yet you would rather spend your days with a special ed bitch…yea I put it out there she stupid and I mean literally! How can you lower yourself to be with someone who couldn’t pass a simple test…maybe im wrong and you see her for her??? Cant be!!! I know her kind remember she used to be my best friend or atleast I thought…after a year and some change and I still have the same feelings for you??? And I know they are still there for me too because if not you wouldn’t have kissed me the way you did. Not only once or twice either nigga… and you know that!! What other guy do you know kisses a female that way and he not miss her. Why are you running from me? Why do you not want to accept my love for you? Your just making it harder on yourself…you know this shit is real so why are you hiding?? What other female was there for you when you didn’t want to move back to the country? What other female was there trying to help you get back in school? Who was there to push you and hold your hand the whole way and help you? And you know that shit!!! I was there!!! that bitch wasn’t??? where was she then??? Answer that??? No other female would do that!!! But then I have to second guess myself….where the fuck was you when I was pregnant with your daughters??? No where !!! laid up with that damn 30 year old female who was fucking around on you!! While you was playing daddy with her damn kids, you wouldn’t even play daddy to the damn kids you went half on!!!! That was really fucked up and you know it! Not once did I cheat on you! I thought about it, yea just a thought but I never thought about sharing my body with another man. I thought it was like between me and you but I guess not and here you go saying that you into older females but the one you got is a young one??? What a liar maybe it is good that we not together. But I know that this person that you are trying to portray now is now who you and really are and me and you know that both. When I first met you…you was a southern gentleman, this guy who I knew would make someone a happy one day…I don’t know what it was that changed about you. Maybe it was the whole situation between you and her. Knowing that I couldn’t trust you had something to do with it but when you are willing to work things out with someone you love then that’s just something you are willing to work on. I really cant understand what happened to us…yet you say that you have grown up and that you have matured!!! What mature man at the age of damn near 21 do you know play the games you play or tell the lies you tell?? Lets be real grown about this?? How many times have I lied to you or did something childish? Maybe I really do need to move on until you understand what having a real woman is. I might be giving myself to much credit but dammit I don’t think I am. I can remember the day you rolled up next to me in that shell parking lot. You had on blue and them baby blue shoes(nikes) and we met we talked and agreed to go to the movies. I didn’t think you was cute at all! Something told me to stay and think this one out. So we went to the movies…we saw Cars..ahaha I remember that wow! But then you looked me in my eyes and told me that you had a good feeling about this…and we kissed!!! Omg that kiss was the sweetest kiss you have ever given me and I mean that. From that day on i knew that you was the one I wanted in life. We were so into each other it was pitifully
im sorry but i had to laff when the nigga cried after having sex
TBH, I dont know what to tell her besides hold ya head and im ill be there for you
She must be really young.
