Today a shorty I'm really diggin( we been hangin for a couple of weeks ) called me at 7:30am and said she wanted some dick. Here's where shit gets complicated to me( on my side only). My good guy mode kicked in and I prayed. I mean, to me sex is special, and my dick and tongue are a gift. And I want shorty to feel comfortable. She texted me about 5 minutes later and said she just wanted some good sex, no love making. I picked her up in her PJ's brought her to the house. Trust me I was ready to smash, but my good guy mode kicked in real bad. I told her str8 up, "I wanna fuck you real bad shawty, no lie. I could fuck you like a str8 dawg and eat ya pussy. But in reality, sex was the last thing I wanted from you. In reality( i pointed at her heart), thats what I want." I mean My shit was swollen and she was looking while I was stroking it thru my jeans, and asked me if I was okay , nah mean. I was like Im a man, I cant rub myself? I pulled her lower PJ's off and just examined the pussy, it was str8 n on point just like her phat ass. I took her to the guest room layed her stomach and grinded on her. I wanted it so bad, and something just said STOP! I told her " its not you, trust me I want to beat.... but something told me to stop. I want you more than your pussy. Im not a nigga, im not gonna play dat role, thats why Im different." We kicked it some more, picked up her son from school, I went to her crib. She didnt want me to leave, she was upset that I was leaving. Now my question is...did I fuck up?





