Confessions.....2011

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I confess I've learned all that glitters isnt gold...
I confess that love, real love knows no boundaries.
I confess women can be so katty and jealous it's shameful.
I confess I know I should be taking down both my Christmas trees..
I confess starting off the new years w/ news of my friends 3 month old daughter passing has me :(:(:(:(:(:(:(
 
I dont' know if i can confess anything being that i don't believe anything i do is wrong.

I confess you know dayum well you have things to confess...heffa...:cool:

:lol::lol::lol::lol::lol:



I confess that after hearing it a bunch of times, I gotta admit that even though she normally annoy the hell out of me, Nicky's verse on "Monster"...



...is almost as ill as Mia X on "I'm a Soldier"...



...Foxy on "Affirmative Action"...



...Rah Digga on "Down for the Count"...



...Lauryn on "Nappy Heads"...



...or "How many mics"...



...Or Digga and L on "Cowboys"...

 
I have learned that no matter how you want someone to love you they can't do it.
There is a special way i want it to be and it just won't happen. I am ashamed to admit it but if I don't get it my way I don't want it. :(
 
I confess that I went over her house for new years eve get together. (Onyx, you know who. Yeah, her.)
I confess that I was invited to 2 other new years eve parties. :(
I confess I had a good time and it was fun hanging out with her fam.
I confess that I wish it was more.
I confess I really like this girl. :(

I confess that I have a good friend!
 
I have learned that no matter how you want someone to love you they can't do it.
There is a special way i want it to be and it just won't happen. I am ashamed to admit it but if I don't get it my way I don't want it. :(

man, I feel you! You can't make someone love you
 
I confess I got a grade school "Do you like me...yes or no?" type of crush on a girl
I confess that in 2010 I came a long way and I am just gonna keep it going this year...no need for resolutions
 
I confess I love my best friend!!!
She is the only person that can pop up at my house unexpected!
 
I confess I find it a little alarming that so many people rang in the new year with Jesus.


It's...a little creepy...and borderline cultish...
 
I confess that yes I was mad that she was at a party and saw another dude's meat so I put her ass to sleep. Don't do that shit again.:angry:













Or else i'm going to have to put her ass to sleep again.:cool:
 
I can confess that even though you're a 10 year member with 40k+ posts, HNIC still wants his $10 or he'll shut your access down to everything but SOL and PM's.



...get ready for a whole lot more Heist appearances, ladies. :D
 
I confess that my 3.5 in grad school is due to me bullshitting.
I confess that SOL ladies sometimes are more entertaining than main board.
I confess that last 6 months I was totally numb towards life
I confess that lifetime movies are bullshit but at the same time additive.
 
I confess that these past couple months almost broke me. But thanks to my friends both on and offline I got through it . Im trying again :)
 
I confess that people still piss me off rather easily and I wish they didn't have that power.

I confess that I love tits, ass and pussy but not the attitudes and ignorance that comes along with those things.

I confess that I do feel something will give for me professionally this year. Whatever the case, I gotta be ready for it.

I confess that the Anonymous Thread is the best thing to happen to this board overall in a grip.
 
I confess that today I did something for him that I never thought I would..and I liked it

I confess that letting go was the best thing I have ever done

I confess that it is so true. I know you do. I know you wish hadn't. I feel the same

I confess that some people call it love when they really just cant stand the thought of being alone.

I confess that 2011 will be the year.. I'm finally ready
 
I CONFESS THAT 2011 HAS STARTED OFF BEING THE WORSE YEAR OF MY LIFE!!:smh::smh:

IAM GETTING BORDERLINE SUICIDIAL IN THIS MOTHER!!:smh::smh:

I CONFESS I BROUGHT A NICE ALL BLACK S&W 40.CAL, NINJA'S GETTING POPPED THIS YEAR!:angry::angry::dance:
 
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Dayum ya'll I wish I could just give ya'll a hug......If your still here...That means someone on high feels you are stronger than you know!
I CONFESS THAT 2011 HAS STARTED OFF BEING THE WORSE YEAR OF MY LIFE!!:smh::smh:

IAM GETTING BORDERLINE SUICIDIAL IN THIS MOTHER!!:smh::smh:

I CONFESS I BROUGHT A NICE ALL BLACK S&W 40.CAL, NINJA'S GETTING POPPED THIS YEAR!:angry::angry::dance:

i think about suicide daily
 
Damn, cats are talking suicide? Shit. :eek::(:smh::(:eek: Yes, life is hard as hell sometimes, but there has to be a better solution. Don't put the people who love you through that. God bless ya'll...
 
Taking your life is a hard thing to do. Usually if it's not planned to actually decide to go and do it. It's heavy. I've tried to do it twice and both times i was, i would've been successful had it not been for others intervention.

I still do. The loss of my husband was catastrophic for me. The potential loss of my wife i'm still in shock over it. It will be a year in 2 weeks. And i hate this feeling everyday.

All i can say is find something to live for.
 
taking your life is a hard thing to do. Usually if it's not planned to actually decide to go and do it. It's heavy. I've tried to do it twice and both times i was, i would've been successful had it not been for others intervention.

I still do. The loss of my husband was catastrophic for me. The potential loss of my wife i'm still in shock over it. It will be a year in 2 weeks. And i hate this feeling everyday.

All i can say is find something to live for.

ita
 
I confess I love my girl to death even though she been around the block a couple times then went again lol

I confess that I would be sick If i lost her

I also confess Im a sucker for love

I confess my girl agreed to a threesome but I declined because I DONT want to take a chance of messing any thing up but I think about it daily ..

I confess that I could honestly be a porn star because I have a huge sexually appetite and Im decently endowed but I probably start liking one of girls lol
 
I confess I think you take meds...
I confess I think too many people have gassed your head up.
I confess I know you mad............I would be too.
I confess I dont know how men do it:smh:
I confess I told you and you didnt listen...Birds of a feather flock together....
I confess I am glad you can see that bullshit now.:yes:
 
I confess that it's time to move on. I've known it for a while, I was just hoping for a change. But, people who don't think that they do anything wrong will never change.
I confess that it will be hard, but I know that I can do it.
I confess that there will be many regrets, and a hard thing to stomach for a man who lives with none.
I confess that I'm a perfectionist, and a big reason why it took so long to get to this point is because I didn't want to admit to failure.
I confess that if she'd been better, things would have been better.
I confess that even when I did better, things stayed the same.
 
I confess that it's time to move on. I've known it for a while, I was just hoping for a change. But, people who don't think that they do anything wrong will never change.
I confess that it will be hard, but I know that I can do it.
I confess that there will be many regrets, and a hard thing to stomach for a man who lives with none.
I confess that I'm a perfectionist, and a big reason why it took so long to get to this point is because I didn't want to admit to failure.
I confess that if she'd been better, things would have been better.
I confess that even when I did better, things stayed the same.

Damn, a lot of this hits home right now. It's almost like you read my thoughts and typed them for me. Good luck on your journey. One step at a time, day by day, piece by piece. There are/will be some major tests to your new way of thinking/being at times too. It's insane sometimes. People, situations, etc. will really put you to the test. Trust me, I know. It's a hell of a thing to experience. The easy thing is to stay the same, but the real work comes in handling things differently. Along the way some tests will be passed, some failed. The ones that involve emotions can be really challenging. Emotions can be unpredictable and cause us to be irrational, even when we know better. The key is to stay on course and not let BS derail the plans for better. This ain't easy, but the work will pay off...Oh yeah, I confess...
 
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