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Confessions.....2011

CT's Finest said:
Damn, a lot of this hits home right now. It's almost like you read my thoughts and typed them for me. Good luck on your journey. One step at a time, day by day, piece by piece. There are/will be some major tests to your new way of thinking/being at times too. It's insane sometimes. People, situations, etc. will really put you to the test. Trust me, I know. It's a hell of a thing to experience. The easy thing is to stay the same, but the real work comes in handling things differently. Along the way some tests will be passed, some failed. The ones that involve emotions can be really challenging. Emotions can be unpredictable and cause us to be irrational, even when we know better. The key is to stay on course and not let BS derail the plans for better. This ain't easy, but the work will pay off...Oh yeah, I confess...
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I agree with both of y'all.
I just walked away from someone like this. If she had been better, it would have been better. I realize that it's not me with the issues like she's making it out to be. Just had to walk away.... and I still care about her. Called verizon and had her number blocked, deleted pics, text convos, emails...:smh:

What bothers me is that when we met I was in a place mentally & emotionally that was good...I was showing growth and I put my best forward. Still didn't work. Homie hit the nail on the head with that feeling like a failure part. :(

Take a break to regroup and start fresh.... just like I did before her.
 
broken sword said:
I confess that it's time to move on. I've known it for a while, I was just hoping for a change. But, people who don't think that they do anything wrong will never change.
I confess that it will be hard, but I know that I can do it.
I confess that there will be many regrets, and a hard thing to stomach for a man who lives with none.
I confess that I'm a perfectionist, and a big reason why it took so long to get to this point is because I didn't want to admit to failure.
I confess that if she'd been better, things would have been better.
I confess that even when I did better, things stayed the same.
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CT's Finest said:
Damn, a lot of this hits home right now. It's almost like you read my thoughts and ... Emotions can ...cause us to be irrational, even when we know better. ...

This ain't easy... I confess...
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Dhustla said:
I agree.
I just walked away from someone like this.
I realize that it's not me with the issues like she's making it out to be.
Just had to walk away.... and I still care about, Love her.

...:smh:

What bothers me is that when we met I was in a place mentally & emotionally that was good...I was showing growth and I put my best forward. Still didn't work. Homie hit the nail on the head ....feeling like a failure. :(
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I confess I hope that everyone gets the help that they need...including me.

I confess that I hope that everyone has that rock or secondary really tall pillar to lean on.

I confess I sleep for damn near 18 hours and felt like I was sleep for six.

I confess I WILL spread my germs today. Fuck a hand sanitizer dispenser.

I confess I have been playing my game for about...six hours just now and I have gotten no where.

I confess I need someone to fix my blacksmithing hammer. How the fuck is the blacksmith suppose to be the only person to fix they own tool? How you gonna fix your own tool with your own tool? :confused: Get on it SE!

I confess I am a sentai fanatic. TN putting out Megarangers and Dairangers right now...:dance:

I confess I have nothing to wear to hear the jazz tonight. I need an outfit.
 
I confess I've had "trait loneliness" most of my life

I confess that there is nothing manic about my depression
 
i confess i wish melon would take the three point stance an let me do the quaterback sneek into her end zone!!
 
I confess that I have a major problem with serious relationships and pretty much just fuck and leave all the guys that I like or who like me. I wish I wasn't so heartless but I'm so focused on school, I don't even have "boyfriend" on my radar because I'm scared it will cause my grades to slip or to miss opportunities. First step to solving a problem is admitting that you have one though, so I am going to make an active effort to change this mind-frame I have.
 
Dhustla said:
I confess I've had "trait loneliness" most of my life

I confess that there is nothing manic about my depression
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:(

I'mma need you to get happy

380snubnose said:
i confess i wish melon would take the three point stance an let me do the quaterback sneek into her end zone!!
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:eek:

electrik_relaxation said:
I confess that I have a major problem with serious relationships and pretty much just fuck and leave all the guys that I like or who like me. I wish I wasn't so heartless but I'm so focused on school, I don't even have "boyfriend" on my radar because I'm scared it will cause my grades to slip or to miss opportunities. First step to solving a problem is admitting that you have one though, so I am going to make an active effort to change this mind-frame I have.
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At least you have a goal that you are working towards. For the most part if you want that companionship tell dudes straight up how you feel. If they can respect that it would seem that when school is over that you might have found a good catch if he can deal with what all school brings...
 
I confess:
I have a gift of recognizing bullshit when I see it.
Once I see your on some BS, I look at you as beneath me.

I don't fuck w/ women who lie, create and make up drama,stay in competition w/ me, act like children, look for and love negativity
in their life, don't know how to be apart or allow positivity in their life and are over all petty bitches...

The above applies to men as well but I have to add that I don't fuck w/ men
Who whine all the fucking time, simps, can't man up and take what they want,
fall for any okie doke and can't talk to me w/o discussing fucking.
I don't fuck w/ em.

I am posting this because I get tired of people wondering why I don't like or don't talk to them.

I hate when people leave and say goodbye. I always think
they won't come back.

I am not cold hearted, it's just easy for me to dismiss what is not important to me and doesnt vibe with me.

Vaseline cocoa butter is the truth.
 
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Ms.Rae said:
I confess that I miss NY and wanna move back ASAP
I confess that I spoil my son and i dont want to stop..even though i know it will cause issues between me and my fiance
I confess that I am really into women and I will do something about that this year
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I confess that you should full disclosure with your fiance. And i confess that if you don't you will wind up fucking things up in your life. I also confess that if you're REALLY into females this could lead into some serious trouble for you in life by acting on it. And it should be a decision you make with the UTMOST...UT MOST clarity.

I confess that once you lick there is probably a 70% chance that you could indeed want to keep doing so, and may even unlock feelings you never knew you had before.
 
right, onyx...wasnt my intention or doing...

@ legacy...he knows about the chick interest..I keeps him informed...thanks for the advice
 
I confess the idea of me starting my personal training has got me excited.

I confess that writing English papers sucks ass, if there is anyone on here who is a good proofreader let me know.
 
^^^

Woah there Onyx. You ok?





OAN

I see what you did there ;)



*breaks out the hot cocoa and waits.



I confess I am glad I didn't have to take any vacation days for getting rid of this cold. Let's hope they actually pay me for this and not take it out of my vacation time.

I confess I don't like programming stuff without you knowing or trying to include you in it when you don't really want to but it's for the greater good. But trust me I know my limits.

I confess these Joe's Crab Shack commercials is making me hungry.
 
I am fabulous:D


melonpecan said:
^^^

Woah there Onyx. You ok?





OAN

I see what you did there ;)



*breaks out the hot cocoa and waits.



I confess I am glad I didn't have to take any vacation days for getting rid of this cold. Let's hope they actually pay me for this and not take it out of my vacation time.

I confess I don't like programming stuff without you knowing or trying to include you in it when you don't really want to but it's for the greater good. But trust me I know my limits.

I confess these Joe's Crab Shack commercials is making me hungry.
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I confess I'm able to smile inside and I'm savoring it.

*!listening to Yelawolf- Daddy's Lambo!*
 
I miss you so much every cell hurts. I can't go to your room and be in it. You're sitll in there reminding me that you're not there. I can't even look at my own children sometimes because all i see is you. You're everywhere here. In this house, your essence is in everything i touch. Everything here you built it. These floors i remember you putting the wood down. I remember you putting the tile in the bathroom. Hanging the curtain rods for me because i couldn't reach them. It's a year today Ty. a full on year and i still can't even admit that you're not hear anymore, but i know it's true of course i know. I know that i'll never have u holding me again. Our love is hurt right here next to me and you're not here to make her laugh. You always made her laugh, you always tickled her and her laugh sounded like i always think angels did. And she doesn't laugh anymore. She doesn't cry anymore she's so lost without you. we're both lost without you and it's all because of you. I confess that everyday here is another day i don't want to be here. But i have too. You got to go. U left and left us here to deal with this by ourselves. And you know that's not right Ty. You know it's not right and you know you shouldn't have left us. You know i can't do this. I can't do this right without you. Why did you leave me? You were my everything. You were my hero. I looked up to you. You were the bright shining example of everything i thought was dead in the world but it all existed in you. We were supposed ot retire off to the motherland together. we were supposed to get that island and live on it and the kids could come visit us there. We were supposed to be finally happy Ty. I can't do that without you. I can't be happy without you. You were my soulmate. People pretend like that know what that means they pretned like they can empathize with how i feel but they can't because they've never felt this. This despair this knowing that nothing will ever be right again. How out of balance we will forever be. It's been a year and everyday is horrific waking up to not feeling ur arm around me. How does somebody lose your soul and still be expected to walk around like eveyrhting is ok? I get tired, tired tired tired of pretending like eveyrhtings ok. I get tired of pretending like i'm fine. i get tired of thinking about YOU. I'm tired. i don't have the strength you had. None of us did. You had just a limitless supply. We don't have that, we're not supposed too. What am i going to do? I confess that i don't know what to do without you. and i'm terrified every single day without you.
 
Baby girl......................let it all out:(:(:(:(:(


Legacy_Infinity said:
I miss you so much every cell hurts. I can't go to your room and be in it. You're sitll in there reminding me that you're not there. I can't even look at my own children sometimes because all i see is you. You're everywhere here. In this house, your essence is in everything i touch. Everything here you built it. These floors i remember you putting the wood down. I remember you putting the tile in the bathroom. Hanging the curtain rods for me because i couldn't reach them. It's a year today Ty. a full on year and i still can't even admit that you're not hear anymore, but i know it's true of course i know. I know that i'll never have u holding me again. Our love is hurt right here next to me and you're not here to make her laugh. You always made her laugh, you always tickled her and her laugh sounded like i always think angels did. And she doesn't laugh anymore. She doesn't cry anymore she's so lost without you. we're both lost without you and it's all because of you. I confess that everyday here is another day i don't want to be here. But i have too. You got to go. U left and left us here to deal with this by ourselves. And you know that's not right Ty. You know it's not right and you know you shouldn't have left us. You know i can't do this. I can't do this right without you. Why did you leave me? You were my everything. You were my hero. I looked up to you. You were the bright shining example of everything i thought was dead in the world but it all existed in you. We were supposed ot retire off to the motherland together. we were supposed to get that island and live on it and the kids could come visit us there. We were supposed to be finally happy Ty. I can't do that without you. I can't be happy without you. You were my soulmate. People pretend like that know what that means they pretned like they can empathize with how i feel but they can't because they've never felt this. This despair this knowing that nothing will ever be right again. How out of balance we will forever be. It's been a year and everyday is horrific waking up to not feeling ur arm around me. How does somebody lose your soul and still be expected to walk around like eveyrhting is ok? I get tired, tired tired tired of pretending like eveyrhtings ok. I get tired of pretending like i'm fine. i get tired of thinking about YOU. I'm tired. i don't have the strength you had. None of us did. You had just a limitless supply. We don't have that, we're not supposed too. What am i going to do? I confess that i don't know what to do without you. and i'm terrified every single day without you.
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I confess that I'm not the man I thought I was.
I confess that I'm just the man I thought I could be.
I confess that as a man I want to love someone with all that I am.
I confess that I still haven't met a woman selfless enough to let me.
I confess that although married I am still searching for someone to love.
 
Heavies...

LI my heart feels for you, it really does. All I can say is with time...



Capcomq...you might need to have a talk with your wife. I don't know your sitch but either there isn't communication and you don't know what you have or you settled and you need to move on.
 
Legacy_Infinity said:
I miss you so much every cell hurts. I can't go to your room and be in it. You're sitll in there reminding me that you're not there. I can't even look at my own children sometimes because all i see is you. You're everywhere here. In this house, your essence is in everything i touch. Everything here you built it. These floors i remember you putting the wood down. I remember you putting the tile in the bathroom. Hanging the curtain rods for me because i couldn't reach them. It's a year today Ty. a full on year and i still can't even admit that you're not hear anymore, but i know it's true of course i know. I know that i'll never have u holding me again. Our love is hurt right here next to me and you're not here to make her laugh. You always made her laugh, you always tickled her and her laugh sounded like i always think angels did. And she doesn't laugh anymore. She doesn't cry anymore she's so lost without you. we're both lost without you and it's all because of you. I confess that everyday here is another day i don't want to be here. But i have too. You got to go. U left and left us here to deal with this by ourselves. And you know that's not right Ty. You know it's not right and you know you shouldn't have left us. You know i can't do this. I can't do this right without you. Why did you leave me? You were my everything. You were my hero. I looked up to you. You were the bright shining example of everything i thought was dead in the world but it all existed in you. We were supposed ot retire off to the motherland together. we were supposed to get that island and live on it and the kids could come visit us there. We were supposed to be finally happy Ty. I can't do that without you. I can't be happy without you. You were my soulmate. People pretend like that know what that means they pretned like they can empathize with how i feel but they can't because they've never felt this. This despair this knowing that nothing will ever be right again. How out of balance we will forever be. It's been a year and everyday is horrific waking up to not feeling ur arm around me. How does somebody lose your soul and still be expected to walk around like eveyrhting is ok? I get tired, tired tired tired of pretending like eveyrhtings ok. I get tired of pretending like i'm fine. i get tired of thinking about YOU. I'm tired. i don't have the strength you had. None of us did. You had just a limitless supply. We don't have that, we're not supposed too. What am i going to do? I confess that i don't know what to do without you. and i'm terrified every single day without you.
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This is beaufiful, thanks Legacy Infinity...Hugs
 
I confess it is something about his eyes and the way that he was looking at me, that told me he was sincere:)
 
I confess that life can keep you stressing
I confess that coaching will truly satisfy me
I confess that all of my family is relocating to the cemetery
I confess that sometimes I enjoy my son nagging his sister
I confess that my son is evil as hell
I confess that I cook better than wifey
 
dwnsouth said:
I confess that i now realize that after 4.5 months, I have married a lazy woman. :smh:
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Congratulaions on the marriage? :dunno:

Sorry for the lazy? :smh:



Seriously, is she being lazy or is she just testing you to see if you gonna step up and take out the trash?
 
melonpecan said:
Congratulaions on the marriage? :dunno:

Sorry for the lazy? :smh:



Seriously, is she being lazy or is she just testing you to see if you gonna step up and take out the trash?
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thank you. it was a short engagement and small wedding. fyi, i have know her for many many years and we lived together back in 00-01

Actually. I take out the trash and the recycle bin.

I also wash all the towels and all of my own clothes. I also go with her when we grocery shop.

The problem is lack of motivation. that's not something I can fix. She has to want to do things without my saying anything.

prime example. she was off all last week and today. not once did she vacuum or dust all this dark cherry furniture she had before i got here. matter of fact, i was the last person to vacuum....

its a motivation issue...
 

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