Sorry about what happened to dude.I rarely even go out at night anymore because shit is getting crucial out here. If I do go to a shake club its when the crowd is light, and I bail as soon as it gets too crowded. The Body Tap has had numerous shootings over the years, I don't even go there anymore.
You sound extremely paraniod my brotha, like a scary person.
Tone that down and live your life man. Be smart but dam, don't fear shit!

Maybe this will help you.
