Music Class: Ol' Dirty Bastard - Fantasy (feat. Mariah Carey)

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* there are only a handful of records were teh MC completely overshadowed the featured artist and besides Biggie on "Can't You See", Jay on Best of Me...ODB (RIP) was the ONLY reason they hood played this record non-stop. I remember a rumor was Mariah was afraid of ODB and that is why he isnt in the video WITH her. Regardless he serenaded her and made a damn classic.

 
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http://www.billboard.com/articles/c...ah-carey-songs-collaborations-history-stories

"Fantasy (Remix)" feat. Ol' Dirty Bastard

Carey’s fifth biggest single ever “Fantasy” marked a number of firsts for the singer: her first collaboration with a rapper (the late Ol' Dirty Bastard, then in the midst of the Wu-Tang Clan’s heyday), her first debut atop the Hot 100 (she was the second artist, and first woman ever to do so), and her first self-directed music video (the dreamy, carnival-themed clip featuring many memorable appearances by ODB’s grill). Built on the irrepressible groove and hook from Tom Tom Club’s 1981 “Genius Of Love,” the song was pop-radio catnip -- and with ODB and Puff Daddy helming the remix, hip-hop heads were powerless to resist, too. Twenty one years later, the single stands as one of the decade’s most enduring tracks. From Mariah’s opening a cappella run and ODB’s “Keeping it real, son,” “Fantasy” proved to pop producers that hip-hop’s streetwise grit could make songs more appealing, spawning legions of imitators in the process. Below, Dave Hall (the song’s writer/producer), Cory Rooney (the A&R rep on the song), and Nashiem Myrick (engineer) tell the story behind the singer’s iconic hit.

Rooney: As powerful as Tommy Mottola was, and as much as he controlled the world of pop music, he really had no reach in the world of urban music. I had come from Uptown Records (Mary J. Blige's What’s The 411? and things like that) so right away, as an executive, he would defer to me. It started with me connecting him with Dave Hall [a producer for Blige, among others].

Hall: I worked on her single the year before, "Dreamlover" -- I produced and co-wrote that with her. That was the first time we worked together. They wanted a little bit more of an urban sound for Mariah. I was a young, up-and-coming producer, so I wasn't going to say no.

Rooney: With the original album version, everybody in urban radio, and even urban inside the building [at Sony], was like, “Nice record, great sample, but really pop with all the bells, string lines, etc.”

Hall: At that point in time in music, the sample was really big. It was different for the pop [world] -- they weren't really doing that. So I guess what I gave her was a little bit of urban -- but not too much. Enough for her to be edgy, but the core fanbase was still happy.

She came by my studio, and said she liked that record ["Genius of Love"]. About four hours in, just working through chord progressions and her singing melody lines, we got the concept. I used to just run the tape, and let her just freestyle on the mic for 15, 20 minutes. Just let them be free, and they'll run into what it's gonna be. I think that art is lost now. The way people write songs now is by email -- you miss out on that interaction between creative people. But too many people [in the studio] is a hindrance also.

She's just a real focused person when she's in the studio -- she makes sure it's perfect. Her vocals gotta be perfect. Some quirky stuff, I'm not gonna comment on, because I still make records for a living [laughs].

We wrote another song the same day ["Slipping Away," later released as a B-side]. It was a ballad, a slow song. I kept hearing people say, "This is the best song she ever wrote," and I never even realized she put it out!

Rooney: Tommy said, “Man, who could we get to remix this record, bring it to the center of pop and urban?” And without even hesitating, I said Puffy. I knew Puffy from the Uptown days -- since he was an intern for us there.

He's so rude sometimes, but there's a method to his madness. He would just bluntly come in, like, “Oh my god, that's whack -- erase that.” And you're looking at him like, “Who the hell are you? You're not a musician, what the hell do you know. You don’t know shit about music.” But when you backed away from the board, you’d go, “Damn, this shit is alright.” Just raw hip-hop. That's what his ears told him to do, and he did it. You got to respect the ears of someone like Puffy -- he was a consumer more than anything.

First Tommy shot it down. He said, “We need someone more musically inclined.” I said, “Tommy please -- we need the opposite. We need a guy who's going to completely disrespect this record.” That was Puffy in my eyes, all day long. He ran it by Mariah, who loved the idea because she was a huge fan of Puffy's. I reached out to Puff right away, who said, “Absolutely not, she's whack. I'm on a little streak right now.” You know that's the way he talks. He said, “I don't need no whack juice on me right now.”

So I sent him some stuff [about her], and he called me about an hour later, saying, “Yo, you didn't tell me she sold like 28 million records. You think they'd give me $60,000 to produce this?” I said, “Yes, I can get you that, no doubt about it.” Lo and behold, without hesitation, Mariah, Tommy, everybody agreed to give it to him.

He showed up to the studio and within 15 minutes, he said that the first problem with the record, other than all them corny bells and shit, was they looped the wrong part of the sample. That ain’t the hot part. He said you had to get the break part and the drums, that's the part that's hot. Then he did his parts on there ("What you gonna do when you get out of jail/I'm going to do a remix").

Puff had Mariah sing certain things over, but she was never in the studio with him. At the time with Tommy it was like, this was his wife. And it’s young Puff, who's all over the place. Once that came together, the only thing missing was a rapper. Puff said he wasn't going to rap on it, but Mariah suggested ODB, because she loved what he did with SWV. She loved his records, period -- all the Wu-Tang stuff. We would ride around in her limo, and she’d have a little pink boombox, listening to friggin’ ODB records. And the look on Tommy’s face...like, “This is the most ignorant shit ever.” He was miserable. But it's what she loved.

Myrick: I did the programming for Puff -- I actually did the remix, you know what I mean? It was simple because we used the same [sample] as the original, we just broke it down to the essence, made it more hip-hop. Slowed it down. The pocket was totally different -- the original was more up-tempo, more mainstream at the time. We just took it down -- you know, it's the Bad Boy remix, so it's gotta be raw.

I could tell it was a hit when I did it -- even without Ol' Dirty Bastard, the way she was sounding on it...since we slowed it down, I had to have the engineer take her vocals and tune them to the sample. It's still in the same key, but slowed down [a tiny bit lower]. Hearing her screaming over the raw version that we had put down, it was out of here. That song was already on the radio -- it was already a single -- and it was Mariah Carey, so that's 50 percent of it right there.

Me and Puff had one of our little tug of wars -- to this day, people remember we used to actually fight. I think it was because I was taking a little too long to do the remix, and he knew [ODB] was on the way. I'm like, he can't be beefin’, he don't even know how work the equipment! He don't know what it takes! What the hell is this guy talking about?

Rooney: I reached out to ODB and he wanted $15,000 to rap on the record. At the time, that was a lot of money, but it really wasn't for Mariah Carey's budget -- so, no problem. He finally showed up, three hours late, and when he got there, it was about 10:30 at night. He had been drinking, and was on the phone when he walked in. Irate, screaming at some girl how he's gonna come kill her, he's going to kick her ass...and then whispering, “I love you.” Then screaming again. This went on for an hour.

He finally came out and was like, “Yo, pardon me, this bitch is driving me crazy. I need some Moet and Newports before we get into this record.” I said, “It's 12:30 at night now bro, I don't know where we’re going to get Moet from.” He started yelling at the assistants, calling them white devils, saying, “You white devils, y'all don't want black people to have shit.” They went out for like an hour, and the only thing they could find were some Heinekens. He was so disgusted, he threw a bottle on the floor.

At this point Mariah had been calling every hour on the hour, wanting to hear something over the phone. Tommy was pissed because Mariah was keeping him up, so he finally got on the phone with ODB -- and after that, finally we started to record. He said one line -- "me and Mariah, go back like babies with pacifiers" -- then paused, said, “Yo, I need to take a break,” and went to sleep for 45 minutes. He woke up and was like, “Yo, let me hear what I did so far.” We played his one line back, he sang another line or two, and then slept for another hour. He would come up with a line, punch that in, go to sleep. He went to sleep 3 different times in the middle of trying to get that one verse done. If you listen to the record now, on his verse, you can hear that it’s punched in in pieces. He actually told the engineer, “Y'all better have your shit set and record it right, cause I'm not doing it twice.”

I stayed in the studio until we finished it. So I was sleeping in the studio when Tommy and Mariah called me, and said they loved the record. But Tommy had a bright idea: let's get ODB back in the studio, and instead of just, “New York in the house,” do [a line] for every city. I said, “You’ve got to be kidding.” Of course [ODB] wanted another $15,000. He came back to the studio, a little more mellow but dead tired. He's sitting there picking food out of his teeth -- he pulled a piece of food out of his mouth so big it was scary. I was like, “How long did you walk around with that food in your mouth?” Like, it was unbelievable. Then he fell asleep on couch, kicked one shoe off. His foot smelled so bad, we had to let him sleep and leave the control room. Eventually, we got the other parts done and that was that. I thought the story was over.

A week later, it was time to shoot a video. We reached out to him, and he wanted another $15,000 dollars. No problem. So I sent a car to his house and he drank every friggin’ thing in the limo, showed up at Rye Playland [in New York], and went to his trailer. I had asked him, “Do you need the stylist to buy clothes for you?” He said, “Nah, this is hip-hop -- I'm just rocking some jeans and Timbs.” [That day], he was in the trailer, in and out of consciousness, when I said, “We're getting ready to do a scene.” He said, “I don't got no clothes, how am I going to do a video if I ain’t got nothing to wear?” I started screaming at him.

Tommy told us take my corporate credit card to the mall. ODB disappeared for a minute, and we found him in a store trying to buy Louis Vuitton luggage. He said, “I'm going to use it for a scene.” He came back [to the set] with all these bags of Tommy Hilfiger clothes and Timberlands.

It was finally time for him to do his scene, and I promise you, he put on a pair of jeans and Timbs, and said, “I'm not going to wear a shirt, I don't need no clothes.” I wanted to shoot him. He was like, “I have an idea -- I want to tie up the clown.” Plus, Mariah turned him on to peach schnapps, which she used to always drink. He drank like two bottles of that. So between the hot sun and him drinking two bottles, what a disastrous day that was. The video was a miracle, a real miracle.

Myrick: Back then, there were two Hit Factories, a few blocks apart from each other. Me and Puff, we would walk between the studios all the time together. That's who he was at that time -- it was just me and him, walking New York City together. It was the infant stages of Bad Boy. Puff can't walk outside by himself no more.

Rooney: One night, we went to dinner at Sylvia's in Harlem -- me, Tommy, and Mariah. On our way back, we were riding in the limo and every club, every car was bumping "Fantasy." Mariah put her sunglasses on, and tears came down her cheeks, because she couldn't believe her record was getting played all through the hood. That was the beginning of her not turning back to pop.

She once told me though she was grateful for her success, she would trade in all of her record sales to get the respect that Mary J. Blige got. She said, “Mary doesn't have to sell 28 million records to be respected -- people respect Mary, and I just want to be respected like her.”
 
[Intro: Ol' Dirty Bastard]
Keepin' it real, son, that's right
The shining star, you're my shining star, girl
Yo, New York in the house
Is Brooklyn in the house
Uptown in the house
Shaolin are you in the house
Boogie Down are you in the house
Sacramento in the house
Atlanta Georgia are you in the house
West Coast are you in the house
Japan are you in the house
Everybody are you in the house
Baby, baby come on
Baby come on, baby come on

[Verse 1: Mariah Carey]
Oh, when you walk by every night
Talkin' sweet and lookin' fine
I get kinda hectic inside
Mmm, baby, I'm so into you
Darlin', if you only knew
All the things that flow through my mind

[Hook]
But it's such a sweet sweet, I'm in heaven
With my boyfriend, my laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there is no end
Feels like I'm dreaming, but I'm not sleeping
My sweet fantasy
Sweet, sweet fantasy

[Verse 2: Mariah Carey]
Images of rapture
Creep into me slowly
As you're goin' to my head
And my heart beats faster
When you take me over
Time and time and time again

[Hook]
But it's such a sweet sweet, I'm in heaven
With my boyfriend, my laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there is no end
Feels like I'm dreaming, but I'm not sleeping
My sweet fantasy
Sweet, sweet fantasy

[Verse 3: Ol' Dirty Bastard]
Ladies and Gentlemen
Introducing the Old, Dirty, Doggy
Here we go now
Me and Mariah
Go back like babies with pacifiers
Old Dirt Dog's no liar
Keep your fantasy hot like fire
Jump, jump, let me see you do the stump
Girls, let me see you shake your rump
Brothers, hit it from the back and front
And let's do it, do it, do it, uh-huh
I'm a little bit of Country
I'm a little bit of Rock and Roll
And I'm soul to soul
Big letters all big and bold
Old Dirty Bastard bask and blow


[Hook]
But it's such a sweet sweet, I'm in heaven
With my boyfriend, my laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there is no end
Feels like I'm dreaming, but I'm not sleeping
My sweet fantasy
Sweet, sweet fantasy

[Bridge: Mariah Carey and Puff Daddy]
What you gonna do when you get out of jail?
I'm gonna do a remix
What you gonna do when you get out of jail?
I'm gon' do a remix
What you gonna do when you get out of jail?
I'm gon' have some fun
What you gonna do when you get out of jail?
I'm gon' have some fun

[Hook]
But it's such a sweet sweet, I'm in heaven
With my boyfriend, my laughing boyfriend
There's no beginning and there is no end
Feels like I'm dreaming, but I'm not sleeping
My sweet fantasy
Sweet, sweet fantasy
 
I was listening to the joe budden podcast and they read this story...hilarious fucking shit...

The Story Of How ODB Recorded His Verse For Mariah Carey’s Remix Is Fantastic

https://ambrosiaforheads.com/2018/11/odb-mariah-carey-fantasy-making-of-ol-dirty/

excerpt lol...

The mix warranted a video. Rooney continues, “We reached out to [Ol’ Dirty Bastard again], and he wanted another $15,000 dollars. No problem. So I sent a car to his house and he drank every friggin’ thing in the limo, showed up at Rye Playland [in New York], and went to his trailer. I had asked him, ‘Do you need the stylist to buy clothes for you?’ He said, ‘Nah, this is Hip-Hop — I’m just rocking some jeans and Timbs.’ [That day], he was in the trailer, in and out of consciousness, when I said, ‘We’re getting ready to do a scene.’ He said, ‘I don’t got no clothes, how am I going to do a video if I ain’t got nothing to wear?’ I started screaming at him.”
 
The Stories Behind 13 of Mariah Carey’s Biggest Hits
By Justin Curto@justinmcurto
Photo: Samir Hussein/Samir Hussein/WireImage
Along with pulling back the curtain on her glamorous, difficult, and extraordinary life, Mariah Carey’s new memoir, The Meaning of Mariah Carey, proves she is a rare musical mind — as if you didn’t already know, dahling. Not only is she the solo artist with the most No. 1’s (19) and the artist with the most weeks at No. 1 (82), as well as the best-selling female artist since Nielsen SoundScan began tracking, she’s a formidable songwriter and producer and was inducted into the Songwriters Hall of Fame at the beginning of this year. (And who else could pull off a whole secret grunge album?) Throughout her memoir, Carey shares the stories behind writing and recording some of her biggest and most personal songs, from her early Mariah Carey demos to her chart dominators and starry remixes to, yes, her iconic “All I Want for Christmas Is You.” Here are the stories behind 13 of Carey’s songs, as she tells them in her memoir.

“Alone in Love”

Carey started writing this Mariah Carey cut at the piano in her mother’s house, then recorded a demo of it at the studio of a producer for whom she sang backup. “I figured out the setup. I experimented with the songs,” she writes. “I did dance tracks, straight down the line, all different sounds. I learned how to produce under pressure. I was in the studio, doing it.” The song, she adds, “remains one of my favorites.”
“Hero”
Carey originally intended this Music Box hit for Gloria Estefan, for the Dustin Hoffman–starring movie Heroes. She came up with the chorus on her way back from the bathroom during a studio meeting. “As soon as I got back into the room, I sat right down at the piano and said to Walter [Afanasieff], ‘This is how it goes.’ I hummed the tune and some of the lyrics,” she remembers. “As Walter worked to find the basic chords, I began to sing, ‘and then a hero comes along.’” Carey first thought the song was “fairly generic” and calls the demo “a bit schmaltzy,” but she thought it worked for the movie. Sony Music’s CEO and her then-husband, Tommy Mottola, however, insisted the song go on her album instead. So Carey changed some of the lyrics: “I went to the well of my memories and dipped into that moment when [her grandmother] Nana Reese had told me to hold on to my dreams,” she writes. “I did my best to reclaim it, but it was a gift no matter who it was for.”
Carey debuted “Hero” during her Thanksgiving special, Here Is Mariah Carey — one of the first times she had realized her level of fame. “The initial trepidation I felt about singing it live for the first time in front of an audience was melting away as I thought about all the people who had lined the streets and packed the theater to see me that night,” she writes. “I decided that this song did not actually belong to Gloria Estefan, a movie, Tommy, or me. ‘Hero’ belonged to my fans, and I was going to deliver it to them with all I had.”


“Close My Eyes”

Carey started writing “Close My Eyes” while taking a bath after that Thanksgiving special, eventually finishing the song for her 1997 album, Butterfly. “Images of the scene I had just left — adoring fans screaming and crying — flashed through my mind, blending with painful recollections of my brother screaming and my mother crying, of myself as a lonely little girl in a neglected dress,” she confesses. “The enormity, complexity, and instability of the road I had traveled to get into this bath hit me. It was the first time I felt safe enough to go back and peek in on Mariah, the little one, and recognize what she had survived.”

“Fantasy” Remix
A fan of hip-hop since the beginning of her career, Carey was excited to work with Sean “Puff Daddy” Combs for a remix of “Fantasy,” which she suggested should feature Wu-Tang Clan’s Ol’ Dirty Bastard. Sony pushed back on the idea, she writes — “they thought he was certifiably crazy and that I was about to throw my entire fan base into shock.” But Puff made it happen. Carey was at home with Mottola the night Ol’ Dirty Bastard recorded, so someone called from the studio to play his verse. “Wheeeeeeeeeee! I couldn’t contain myself,” she writes of the moment she heard his iconic intro. “I may have even started jumping up and down on the bed!” Of the verse, she adds, “That was IT! Ol’ Dirty Bastard spit crazy brilliance and scorched our pristine white bedroom with the grime and righteous fun I’d been craving!” Mottola, who “generally considered rap background noise,” wasn’t a fan. “The fuck is that?” Carey remembers him saying. “I can do that. Get the fuck outta here with that.” Carey, though, says she couldn’t stop listening to the remix. “It felt like all the fun I had missed out on in my childhood,” she writes.

“The Roof”
Fans have long thought “The Roof” is about Carey’s relationship with Yankees shortstop Derek Jeter, and she confirms this in the memoir. Carey started coming up with the lyrics in bed after having a rooftop escapade with Jeter while she was still married to Mottola. She included the sample of Mobb Deep’s “Shook Ones Part II,” she adds, because she remembers the song playing on her way home from her date with Jeter. “‘The Roof (Back in Time)’ was my first complete docu-song,” she writes. “It’s exactly what happened.” Describing its importance to her, Carey continues, “It was major for me, not for any salacious reason but because any intimacy with another human being was not something I had experienced before, ever. It was an amazing feeling, and I was obsessed with replaying the encounter and fantasizing what it could lead to.”

“My All”
Carey started writing this Butterfly track — which she calls “the realest, boldest, most passionate love song I’d ever written” — after she secretly met up with Jeter on a trip to Puerto Rico toward the end of her marriage to Mottola. “I strategized and carried out another coup on behalf of my heart: I put everything I was feeling at that time into a song,” she writes. “It was a gigantic risk, because I knew Tommy assumed I was having a sexual affair (even though, technically, I wasn’t yet).” Her budding relationship with Jeter, she says, inspired her like never before. “There was an excitement and purpose awake in me that fueled me to a new level in my creativity,” she explains. “I was hearing different melodies, and I had new, real experiences to draw from.” Carey also co-produced the song with Afanasieff. “I needed it to be strong and simple,” she writes. “I wanted the vocals to be the centerpiece, the focal point in the mix, with a stripped-down track behind them. It was all about the emotion, the soul, and I sang it as if my life depended on it.”

“Honey”
Jeter continued to inspire Carey on Butterfly’s lead single, which she started in Puerto Rico. She says the sample of “Hey! DJ” doubled as “a secret shoutout to Derek Jeter. ‘Honey’ was a song about jonesin’ for that DJ feeling.” After hearing “Honey,” Mottola told Carey, “Well, I’m glad you were so inspired.” (She also writes that he knew “My All” “could never be about him” and that, before Jeter, she wrote love songs about imaginary characters.) “The bitterness!” she writes.

Carey also details the previously planned remix featuring the Notorious B.I.G. The idea came from her and Puff to replicate the feel of the “Fantasy” remix. Biggie had previously called Carey “kinda scary” in his song “Dreams of Fucking an RnB Bitch,” which she says made her reluctant to work with him, until Puffy arranged a call between them. “In true Biggie form — half pimp, half preacher — he said, ‘Naw, ma, you know, no disrespect,’ assuring me the song was all in fun,” she remembers. “I had no doubt he would come in the studio and crush it; that’s what Biggie did.” Biggie died before he was set to record the remix, which Mase and the Lox featured on instead.

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“Crybaby”
Just as Butterfly was inspired by her relationship with Jeter, Carey drew on their breakup for this song off the album that followed, Rainbow. Specifically, “Crybaby” came from reminiscing with a friend on her relationship. “In my best Joan Crawford voice, I lamented, ‘The mother loved me! The sister loved me! The father loved me! It could have been perfect!’” she remembers. “There was so much energy surging through my body that the champagne glass I was holding completely shattered. I took that intensity and put it in ‘Crybaby.’” And if you’re going to criticize Carey for writing so many songs about Jeter, she already knows. “Let’s be honest, as an artist, I am the Queen of taking one morsel and making many meals from it,” she writes. “I milked and mined my limited time with DJ for much more than it was worth.”

“When You Believe”
This meeting of icons with Whitney Houston happened for the DreamWorks blockbuster The Prince of Egypt. “Everybody wanted to pit us against each other in some ‘battle of the divas’ — a tired but pervasive pathology in music and Hollywood that makes women compete for sales like emotional UFC fighters,” Carey writes. “To us, it never felt like a competition. We complemented each other.” That went for outside the recording booth as well. “She had a marvelous sense of humor,” Carey continues. “She started using my words and calling me ‘lamb’ — it was just pure fun.” Today, after Houston’s 2012 death, Carey remembers the song as “a testimony to the power of faith and, to me, sisterhood here on earth as it is in heaven.”

“Loverboy”
After Carey left her husband and Sony Music, she claims Mottola tried to “sabotage” her next project, the movie Glitter, which was still under Sony Pictures. She writes that she had planned to sample Yellow Magic Orchestra’s “Firecracker” for the song “Loverboy,” until a sample of the same song popped up on a track by one of Mottola’s artists: “I’m Real,” by Jennifer Lopez, “whom I don’t know,” Carey writes. “Tommy knew fucking with my artistic choices was particularly low. But I wouldn’t let him stop me.” She and producer Clark Kent sampled the Cameo song “Candy” along with some elements of “Firecracker” for the new “banging track” instead.

“Subtle Invitation”

Carey says “Subtle Invitation” is one of her favorite tracks on Charmbracelet, which she calls “actually a really good album.” Yet she stays cryptic about the story behind this jazzy love song. “That song is a great example of how I often take the small moments that happen in life and channel their larger significance so that my music can connect to people all around the world who are going through different experiences and coming from different situations and positions,” she writes. “Though the song was about a brief and fleeting fling, it wasn’t a resentful song. It was for anyone who could relate to experiences of losing a love but keeping the door open to it.”

“Fly Like a Bird”

As Carey was finishing a writing session with “Big Jim” Wright in the Bahamas, the chorus of “Fly Like a Bird” came to her. “I knew this song was going to be something meaningful,” she writes. “I begged him not to leave yet.” He stayed to work on the song and then went to New York City to record the live band. Carey worked on the vocals for two days straight at her studio in Capri. “I was lost in a song that would eventually be one that would often help me find my way out of the shadows,” she writes. She worked through the night and finished the song the next morning. “The sun was rising as the background vocals were peaking: ‘Carry me higher! Higher!’ I closed my eyes, knowing God had laid His hand on the song and on me.” Carey’s pastor, Bishop Clarence Keaton, reads two Bible verses on the track. Describing the song’s message, Carey writes, “I can’t handle this life alone, but the Lord will help me through it.”

“All I Want for Christmas Is You”

Carey’s legendary holiday hit dates back to her childhood Christmas memories. Particularly, she credits her “guncles,” Burt and Myron, with whom her family often celebrated Christmas, for supporting “the showgirl in me.” “It was from my little girl’s spirit and those early fantasies of family, and friendship, that I wrote ‘All I Want for Christmas Is You,’” she explains. She calls it “a risk” for her to record a Christmas album so early in her career, after just her third studio album. “I wasn’t in the happiest place when I wrote it,” Carey admits of “All I Want for Christmas,” which she wrote near the time of her and Mottola’s marriage. “I wanted to write a song that would make me happy and make me feel like a loved, carefree young girl at Christmas.” Twenty-five years after its release, the song became Carey’s 19th No. 1 as well as the first No. 1 of the new decade. Carey learned the news during a holiday vacation in Aspen. “That’s only something genuine fans, not just marketing plans, can do,” she writes.

 
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